The earliest remembrance of being attracted to the same sex was when I was around six or seven years old. There was another boy around my age who lived next door to us. I remember playing with him in the front yard and behind our apartment. At one point, I approached him even at this young age and said to him, “If you let me see yours (private part/genitalia), I’ll let you see mine.” This was just the beginning of a long, confusing struggle with SSA (same sex attraction). Another incident that I recall is when I was in the 4th grade; I had a crush on one particular boy in my class.