I need a lot of prayer and guidance…

Please read this in the Spirit since I can’t really explain everything.

My fiancee and I took a “break” from Christ for about 8 months, in the meantime engaging in a whole bunch of sin and ruining a lot of things throughout our lives. I’m done with it, cause I just can’t handle being away from Christ anymore, especially since its been killing me almost from the start. However, she doesn’t want to come back just yet. Needless to say, we’re still stuck in sexual immorality and we can’t get out.

I’m at the end of myself….

I’m at a complete end…I’m not sure where to go with this. This is probably gossip, but I have no choice, I need help.


I work at a Christian camp focused primarily on inner city youth from a local city. Every summer we bring around 200 kids to enjoy a free week of camp in which we present the Gospel to them and try to establish relationships with them. This fall we’re starting a discipleship program that is the reason for my being on staff. This is mainly an attempt to take the relationship even further and sort of ensure that they begin to grow in Christ.


For preparation and educational purposes, I want to bring the topics of debates to the table. The main reason for bringing this up, is because it seems to be the main reaction of people here in the US to anything Scriptural, spiritual, or in any other way controversial, and thus evangelism. Not only this, but that apologetics and dealing with objections has always been around.

An animal issue that we all may struggle with at some point…

I had bought a bunny at an auction almost 6 years ago that turned out to be one of my best friends and a real comfort to me. Over those six years, she had settled in with two dogs, three different cats, and two other bunnies. She was really gentle, for the most part, and friendly. I watched them all play, eat, and lay with each other. 🙂 Picture a big, tall lab eating hay or bunny pellets or whatever next to a bunny who is eating hay, herself, it was strange. Even stranger than this, both are dogs are trained to hunt birds and small game.

Ear infections, cholesteatoma, ruptured ear drum, the whole nine…

Okay, to be honest, I’m not too worried about it, but I feel that God can and wants to take care of it. However, I can be pretty stingy when it comes to this kind of stuff. 🙂

I need prayer…

I’m in a very horrible place. I’m not sure what is wrong, or exactly what I’ve done and am doing, but I’ll say that I am in sin and for the most part, I like it. I feel like I’m being forced to obey and to repent and to follow Christ. Whatever happened to doing it out of love and choice? Seriously, I just can’t stand this fight. I really want to either be all in or all out, not always straddling the line and playing around with things. Since I was converted I’ve been trying to follow after Christ/Apostles’ examples and I fail miserably and then I walk in sin for a time.

Strangers, friendship, dating, and marriage

I have some things that I need some guidance on, if anyone can help me here.

As I am 19, I’m growing up in a culture where everything goes in any relationship. You can have sex if and when you want, you can split up if and when you want. Relationships are selfish and have no true love or substance to them.

Before I came to know Jesus, I was all about this kind of “relationship.” I had no morals or boundaries and so I was up for generally anything.

As of April 21, 2009 – Effective October 1, 2009 The 1st Amendment has been abolished


We have talked about this here before, referring to:
SEC. 132A.

Retreat coming up

I’m giving my testimony. I have an hour’s time to fill and I’m having block after block as I’m writing this down. I should have it done by now, but I don’t. Needs to be done by tomorrow or Tuesday. I am in need of much for this. Please pray that all the right things are said and that the audience is attentive and most importantly that people come to Christ.

Need prayer for financial issues.

I have been unemployed technically since last May when I got out of the prison system. I have worked with a few people through the church, but they were only temporary jobs. It has been about a month since my last job, which only earned me a few hundred dollars. God has blessed me with an unusually consistent amount for this long, however, I know that it won’t last much longer. I have a stack of applications that I am praying over and I wish for you to join me in agreement.

I have applied for a job that was a guaranteed hire, however it fell through so now I’m stuck jobless.

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