My biggest regret….

Before I begin I want to clarify what I would like everyone to pray for. I have a terrible sin that that i have commited and it has eaten me up from the inside since i was very young.I would like for you to pray that god can forgive me and somehow let me know i have been forgiven. There are two parts. Once my older brother had me do an immoral act once when we were in a tent. I cant completely remember what we did but it wasnt good.i do remember him saying “imagine what it would be like to do it with a girl it would probably be better right?” and i replied “no” and my bro said “what” and thats all i remember.Then once we were in the shower and he told me to put my “thing”in his rear.I tried but i was too young and it wasnt working(thank god). I was too young to even know I was doing something wrong.I was just listening to my brother.The i almost corrupted my little brother when i told him to undress and we were both naked.As we were going to do something my parents called my little brother.At that time i felt wrong and my little brother was asking me if it was ok and i lied saying yes.We never did anything (thank god for his and my sake) I think that is where my problems started.Its taken a long time to actually put this out there. I kind of expect people to shun mebut i hope that anyone who eads this could support me whatever prayers you say do for me. Due to my insecurities I would just like you to reply and let me know you have prayed for me.Thank you and try to understand that i am weak as of now and I have been fighting temptationfor as long as i can remember.I am a high school student crying out and i would simply like for people to constantly prey for me.and hopefully soon i can put another topic that tells of my re-birth.For m sake please do not be critical.
Thank you so much and god bless you.

What do YOU think?



  1. faithishearing says:

    Hi there!
    I’m praying for you. 🙂
    Unfortunately, you can not go back and change the past. Though it is regretful what happened to you, the good news is that the rest of your life doesn’t have to be dictated by those incidents.
    There is always a choice involved, free will, the greatest lie that the devil will tell you is that you don’t have a choice, that your past or sin defines you.
    God promises every believer in His Word that He makes them a new creature
    (2 Corinthians 5:17). Though you can’t change the past, God promises that every believer has a new ending, one of peace (Psalms 37:37).
    Ephesians 2:8-9
    For it is by grace you have been saved, through faith—and this not from yourselves, it is the gift of God— not by works, so that no one can boast.
    John 1:12
    “But as many as received Him, to them gave He power to become the sons of God, even to them that believe on His name”
    Nevermind if you think you’re unworthy, no one deserves God grace. That’s what makes grace, grace. Everyone has sinned. God’s gift of salvation is free and is not based on works.
    Not to say that sin is not important or serious, it is so serious that Jesus Christ had to die. But, there is nothing you can do to save yourself. You can not throw this sin off of your own shoulders. Nevertheless, you have continuous victory over temptation through Christ (1 Corinthians 15:57). He has already done everything.
    This is important, if you haven’t already, you must forgive your brother. Admittedly, it is hard to forgive those who have sinned against us, but it is something God commands us to do. Ephesians 4:32, Mark 11:25, 26. Don’t only pray about it, tell your brother you’ve forgiven him. Ask your younger brother for forgiveness, and most importantly pray to God for forgiveness and ask him to give you the power to accept that forgiveness and forgive yourself.
    God has freed you from sin. Walk in freedom.
    It is for freedom that Christ has set us free. Stand firm, then, and do not let yourselves be burdened again by a yoke of slavery. Galatians 5:1
    ~Peace and Blessings~

  2. Timothy Luke says:

    Hey brother, welcome to the world of redemption. We are redeemed from something. That something is sin, and sin is U-G-L-Y. When we sin sexual sins, unclean spirits (don’t be afraid, I am shedding light on what you have been living with all these years so that you can be free of it) become strongmen in our lives. Jesus came to spoil the strong man and give us back our lives. You have taken a MAJOR step in defeating him by confessing your fault so openly. The Lord can step in and deliver us when we do that. He says, “confess your faults one to another that you might be healed.

    You have detailed a couple isolated incidents. Regrettably, these things do bring much hurt and confusion to those involved. Do not let the devil use these to say you are some kind of evil freak and beyond God’s grace. God has saved, healed and delivered many many people from deeper, darker pasts.

    Some good news for you is that it is God who is drawing you to Himself. You would have zero desire for God or the things of God if He were not already working with you to set you free from ALL of this.

    Blessings and peace,

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