Alone

I lost everything. My family, my home in foreclosure, my car broke down, my job, my husband, my children, my finances…everything! I live with a man who I thought I was being lead to be with, but it was all a lie. My husband use to abuse me physically and family would always say I should leave, but stayed, because my husband stop abusing me-physically. During the abusive times, I had three affairs on him that I made the mistake in trusting him and I revealed to him. He then began to verbally say bad things against me. I left because I thought it was better for the kids and me to stop all the arguing that was happening. I must have been wrong for leaving because I am in a lonely place now. I have no job for two years, so I had to let kids stay with him. I have no car. I am away from my kids. I’ve thought of suicide on several occasions, but I decided that I want to live. God can fix this. I know He can. I’ve been praying for a miracle to happen. My children are well mannered and love Christ. Now we have no home. We have nothing. I am alone and I feel abandon. I live with the man who I thought would be my new husband, but things are not well with his mother and sisters. He wants to be with them not me. I don’t have any other relatives that can help me. I feel like my time is short here. I have no where else to go. I am worried sick about my children and I feel like I’ve been given up on. I know they feel like I’ve given up on them. I love my children. I just wish I had never messed up. Am I doomed?

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  1. You are not doomed at all. When you accepted Jesus as your Savior, you were saved from all condemnation, and He can restore all things. Keep on trusting Him and never give up praying. Your mind or the enemy may say that it won’t help, but trust God’s Word instead. There are many promises in there, and you could pray about them. I believe He can help us, no matter what situation you may be in. God is stronger than anything or anyone, and He loves you and promised to be there with you. Trust Him.

    You don’t have to feel alone. God loves you, and He promised He would never leave you nor forsake you.

    6 Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid or terrified because of them, for the Lord your God goes with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you.” (Deuteronomy 31:6)

    For I will restore health to you, and your wounds I will heal, declares the Lord, because they have called you an outcast: ‘It is Zion, for whom no one cares!’ (Jeremiah 30:14)

    And I will restore to you the years that the locust hath eaten, the cankerworm, and the caterpiller, and the palmerworm, my great army which I sent among you. (Joel 2:25)

    God can restore everything that you lost… just ask Him, and believe that He wants to see His children happy when we receive His answers. Tell Him about everything… give Him all your worries

    Cast all your anxiety on him because he cares for you. (1 Peter 5:6)

    Just trust that He can help you and get you out of this situation… He will never leave you. Begin to thank Him for helping you even before you see it; it helps faith. There is a story in the Bible, where there was a great army coming to attack God’s people and instead of trusting in themselves or anything, or fearing, they praised God and thanked Him for the victory, and God helped them. In fact, they didn’t have to fight the battle, because God had won it for them. You can read it in 2 Chronicles 20.

    He holds victory in store for the upright, he is a shield to those whose walk is blameless, (Proverbs 2:6)

    I will be praying for you. Never give up, God can heal your heart and bless you. He can make a way for you, don’t give up

    Love
    Andrew

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