Restored by God after suffering through alchohol and men

Restored by God after Suffering Through Alchohol and Men

I would like to share my testimony of how Christ has changed my life. I have always believed in God and Jesus Christ. But never knew what Christ's death truly meant. I used to hold onto all the wrongs of my life and let them haunt me and eat me alive trying to find some way to free myself from it all. Now I have freedom in Jesus Christ, my savior from my past and this cruel and dying world. Don't get me wrong I think of the people drowning in there sins and don't know a way out. I am taking classes of evangelism to prepare myself to go and help and tell people about Jesus and his everlasting love, and forgivness.

Back to where I came from. At 16 yrs. old I moved in with this guy that started beating me up after 3 months we were together. At the time I believed he did it because he cared , and that was the only way he could show me he loved me. It was kind of like when your parents correct you. It's because they want the best for you. At 17 I got pregnant. I was devastated because I sure was not planning on dealing with him for the rest of my life and especially with a child. My daughter was 3 months premature because of the stress in the relationship. She spent 3 months in the hospital. When she finally came home she was only home 2 days. I was lying on our bed feeding her and he had hit me in the face while I was holding her.

I went and called my mom to come get her and I don't know why but I went back to him. I did not take my daughter. I told him until he gets some help or changes I wouldn't allow her to be subjected to all of the abuse. I knew I should have stayed with my daughter. But I thought just maybe him and I could work thru our differences so we could raise our daughter. It didn't change it just got worse. He was all the time in and out of jail. I started working in night clubs dacing for money. And that's where my life really turned bad. I started drinking all the time. In those places your allowed to drink while you work.

Then at 18 I met this guy who wanted to open up a club. So I told him I would help him however I could. Because at that time I knew the basics on how to get one going. He was into drugs drinking the whole bit. I started doing cocaine with him. then a few years later I got into crack. That is definitely a drug that will cause you to lose your mind. One I was in Johnstown all weak working and doing crack. At the end of the weak I really started feeling bad about all the things I had been doing. I called my loving Dad that Sunday, I asked him if he would come and pick me up. He did. I got in the car and it didn't take long to break down and start to cry. I knew the love my parents had for me and no matter what they were always there. I told my Dad about me doing drugs and that I wanted to change. He said you have to stick to it. My Mom and Dad always taught us that you make your own choices and if there the wrong ones then you have to suffer the consequences. But they were still there for us. After that I still danced and partied. Until about 3 years later I met this guy that was so nice. We started going out . He treated me good. But I could not deal with the fact that he was married and his wife died of cancer. Instead of me showing compassion I was being selfish and thought he would never care for me the way he did her. One thing he did teach me was how wrong I had thougt of myself. I had a low self of steem and didn't even realize it. He also taught me life is short don't waste it on booze, drugs, and a low self of steem. I still did my own things but I always thought about what he had said. He always said I could be so much more, at the time I just wanted to be me. About 1 year after I broke up with him I got back with my abusive X. I got pregnant again. Not long after that he went to jail for a couple of years. When I was 7 monthes pregnant a childhood friend of mine had moved back home from Wyoming. He used like me. I didn't know if he still would have the same feelings about me or not. He let me know that his feelings for me had never changed and no matter what never would. A month after I had my son Paul and I got married. We both drank once in a while. Until it started to come between our marriage. We deceided to go to church because we needed something more than our own weak willpower to help. I thought it was going to be a rough road , but it wasn't. I felt the power of God and the blood of Christ changing my thoughts, my actions. That's when I started to know what love was all about. I don't think people ever kwow what real love is until they've experienced the undying love of our loving savior and merciful and forgiveng Father!

I learned that any thing I had to face I could overcome because Jesus was with me always and would never leave me. I have quit drinking. And now learning to serve the Lord. He has blessed me with a loving husband and two beautiful children. My 7 yr. old daughter is in christian school. I want both of my children to be raised in the mercy and love of God, and them to always know the true knowledge of their savior Jesus Christ.

Adamay Haas
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