constant occurrence of the number 11 more than just a coincidence!!!

I need some insight on the number 11!!!! This may sound crazy but it is something that has been following me for years all day everyday! this has been going on for atleast 4 yrs! I’ve fallen into a horrible depression,anxiety substance abuse etc…. I know this is some sort of communication from a spiritual source (god i believe but i don’t understand!! I have suffered a great deal of pain and heartache everyday waking moment! Someone Anyone HELP!!!!! I am the 11th child my father was a pastor, i used to have a close walk and relationship with God that truly surpassed all understanding!

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