I am a 39 year old single mom and just recently got laid off from my job. I have been dating a gentleman who asked me to marry him recently. A very sweet and kind person he is who without his help I don’t think my kids and I would have made it. Well, recently I found out that he has still been involved with his ex she even called me and gave vivid accounts of their most recent activities. He has apologized and apologized and is very insistent that he only wants to marry me. I have forgiven him and I am praying about the situation but I can not shake it and I must admit my walk with Christ is still very new and I truly want to do everything he ask me to do. I have been saved as long as I can remember but it was not until I got older that I truly understood what it meant to be a woman of God and I have never been so hurt and confused in my life. I am living in a new city and I don’t know very many people. My old friends are not Christians and I don’t feel they will give any good advice. Please can someone reach out with some advice for me.