Saved from Slavery – Mental and Physical – Saved from Porn addiction – Saved from Jail

I would like to take this opportunity to let people know that I have witnessed & experienced the truly divine intervention from my savior in our Lord Christ Jesus. From things I fought so hard to control but was only able to overcome through the Glory of God. THE LORD IS GREAT the promises from the Bible and the miracles we all know about, are not just history, but examples of what God is ready to do in your life. The “key” is your faith=believing that God will do what you ask. You are welcome to email me for details or questions etc at [email protected] God bless you as your read below:

By reading on you will see how I overcame a destructive obsession, saved my family, avoided jail, and more. I am 31, married, was raised with a great religious upbringing and family etc.
About 10 years ago, things were awesome, so i thought. I had a brand new BMW, excess cash, late nights all that, living a life other 21 years old would love. Living that life I came across some older gentlemen with even more aspiration to make even more money etc and so i followed their lead. Long story short, I faced several years of prison, mostly from others throwing the blame on me and making it look like i was the main conspirator, which was the opposite. No matter what I said, the truth never took hold and these lies they made about me continued. I was scared like you have no idea. Life stopped, I thought I would lose my beautiful one of kind girlfriend, would tear my family apart, and would forever be damaged from PRISON.

Thank God that somehow that all just passed by. Shortly after I was in Church and for the first time after 15 years of going to Church, i felt his presence. I felt him in my heart without any warning, there I was crying. I’m sure some of it was because i know i was part of a bad thing and that i felt guilty for it, but more so i felt forgiven and saved… I felt that i was saved from jail but a deeper saved i had no words for. I was shown all the wrong things i had done, not just this case, but all the cruel words i used, the misleadingness, the perverse actions, lies, deceit, the immoral mindset, all these things were a part of me.. All this he showed me and said your are forgiven. Imagine someone disrespecting you and doing the opposite of what you tell them for 20 plus years, but they show the type of love and forgiveness you have never even imagined. You feel this love that if you multiply your parents love by 100 that it still doesn’t feel as good. That’s what i felt and experienced.

Fast forward to about 3 years ago. I found myself in a great profession. The opportunity to make well over triple digit income and have fun doing it. It was a blessing. And after making decent money I relaxed and got comfortable with married life. This is where my biggest struggle in life came upon me. I had always since a young age been drawn to sex and pornography. I even took things further sexually and liked it so much that I wasnt concentrating on the immorality of it. I now was spending most of the day in my office, door locked, looking at that stuff rather than making money to support my families’ future. Developed over $50k in credit card debt and was sinking fast. Even though I know I needed to change and that I tried, I would always find a reason or excuse to continue that bad habit. It is my opinion that the evil one finds your weakness and uses it to breakdown your life. When you’re not strong and not in Spirit, then his evil work is done by you, i.e. being mean to others, not having any hope, etc. What became ironic, is that I was so scared of going to prison several years back, but now I had enslaved myself to this mental prison. I was dealing with fear about the most ridiculous things, doubts about things that i never had, always having thoughts of, “No i can’t accomplish that” or “everything is stupid” losing all hope and no direction, all because i was too stubborn to turn from what i know was wrong.

That’s when i felt guilty about God saving me in the past I now for the past couple years i neglected him and did what i wanted. I was in my office in 10/14/2008, at 6:19. The lord showed me again my new mistakes. I felt so guilty for him showing me and family so much love and yet i still turned my back again so to say. I fell on my knees, asked for the deepest forgiveness and felt this “inexpressible joy” take over me. The very next day i witnessed his love and compassion for me. I has $5 in the bank i needed to pay $300 for my wife’s dental work. I received a random phone call that I was owed money and they came and paid me exactly $300. All of a sudden a project I was working on that seemed doomed took a total turn of action and ended up being the largest compensation i have ever had. I was going to look for another job the week after but thankfully the Lord provided for us. Imagine its 130 degrees outside, imagine running for 5 hours in that heat, and at the end of the day rolling around in mud and trash. Now imagine coming home and taking a long shower. That’s what I felt, God by showering me with his love, cleaned me and energized me times a million. Get on your knees now and confess out loud to the Lord your sins, you will never feel better afterwards.

In conclusion:
Through deep meditation and also speaking the word of God out loud, which has allot of power, and through the mercy of OUR creator, I am changed person. Silencing and nullifying any attack from evil, and looking to only put out goodness. I feel like I have become a source of energy for others, rather than bringing them down as i did in the past, i now have this positive energy and outlook the radiates in me,(holy Spirit). I have answer every time i get on my knees and ask and dont feel alone anymore. I can honestly close my eyes and feel the Lords angels around me and my family protecting us. I find myself singing Christian songs? That’s weird to me because I thought only nerdy people did that. But once you are blessed and overtaken by the Lords energy, everything is different. Its not easy though because you will constantly be attacked because of your faith. Maybe not by people you see but by the demonic powers that you don’t i.e. temptations or doubts. Those are the tools to bring you down, stay away from those. Don’t let this world and all its tv shows, news, peer pressure etc do its job and keep you away from your faith. The closer you allow yourself to God the more you will see its rewards.

Suggestions:
It was on this site I found the single most important piece of literature that helped overcome my fear of not being able to be successful and also strengthened my faith. Search for “DECLERATIONS OF FAITH FOR ABUNDANCE”. When i read this a few times it was good, but when i was suggested to fully relax my body and mind, and then read these powerful words out loud, I noticed great victories take place. I highly suggest it.
This site is an unbelievable blessing. Thank you lord for answering my prayers, for guiding me to this site which you used to help change my life. I give all the glory to you. You are the truth and there is nothing greater than the truth. Hallelujah.

UPDATE!!!!!!
I was postponing posting my testimony for about 2 years. One day before going home on a late day at work, something got me to actually post this online at christianfaith.com After 5 minutes from doing this, I received a phone call from my wife, crying and telling me that she was pregnant. This is after 1.5 years of trying to conceive. It gets better, The Lord blessed us with not just 1, but with TWIN baby girls!

What do YOU think?

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  1. lookingforhope2011 says:

    Yes it is very hard to stay focused on Gods word when all the other outside things come in and I let them cause fear. Thanks for all the prayers. We need them!

  2. lookingforhope2011 says:

    I stumbled upon this site. And read nomoreevils testimony. I too am looking due at serious prison time due to a vehicle accident I had in january this year. I was three points above legal limit. Enough to catch some serious charges. My whole family was with me when I lost control due to a soft shoulder and gravel. Everyone is fine. We found out that day my wife was pregnant. Now ten months later we have twin girls at home! Praise God. So now we have four girls and one boy! But the court system wants to lock me up and throw away the key. Im the only one working. And that would break my kids heart. And make it unbearably difficult on my wife. I know that I don’t deserve anything but to die. People talk about me and voice what a total piece of garbage I am. I had no idea that day I was over the limit. I just got off of work working three twelve hour shifts. That is still no excuse. Please pray for me. You can also email me at [email protected].

    • nomoreevil says:

      That is a very sad scenario. Also praying for the affected family.
      I know its hard with all the turrmoil, fear, and doubt thats going on right now, but the creator of the universe and eveything in it, listens to his creations. We will be praying for you. I know the Lord, responds to faith. However, it is hard to believe that he will when there is so much stacked against you, you end up using logic or our own understanding of what is going to happen etc. But what Ive learned and was actually thinking about this morning, is that anyone can say im religeous or i have faith, but when things are stacked against you, and you USE the promises in the Bible and EXCERCISE your faith in that everything will be okay, that is what faith is. We have to believe with conviction that the Lord’s promises in the Bible are real and we will witness them. BELEIVING, that we are forgiven because of what Christ has done, and that all the promises and miracles in the Bible are available to us, to anyone no matter their past. Personally, I think you have to dig deep into the Bible, night and day, then God will at some point speak to you, and you will know. One thing I noticed in my life was that God knew and never responded fully to me when I wasnt sincere in WANTING to change AND follow him. When I finally was there in my life, then I feel that he started to change my life. May God bless you and your family, the injured in this situation, and may it all be somehow used to Glorify our creator, God almighty, the alpha and omega, in Jesus name amen.

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