It seems like forever that I have been praying for God to bless me with a mate. A man seeking God and who loves and obeys the Lord. Each day I pray and I see no one coming my way. I made many mistakes in my 20’s. Now heading into my 30’s I have learned that I need God to help me make that decision. I have failed in the past trying to make that choice on my own. I find myself seeking the Lord more and more during this single time and for the most part I am fine. I am learning more about God and have grown closer to Him with no major distractions. In the meantime, I am trying to obey and do the things that God wants. Then, there are moments like these, when I feel so lonely and just want to cry. I pray for strength during these moments and try to have faith and know that God hears and as long as it is according to His will, a blessing will come. I hope I am doing the right things, because I am trying.This is a sad moment.