I have been away for a while. Seeking God, praying and really trying to walk in obedience to him.
My divorce papers have finally come through after 2 long years. It is not what I wanted but I could not stop my husband from seeing the other woman. I know God is working in me and healing me and he has even got me into a new church where I am in a support group for divorcees. God is good and he has shown me that I needed to be on my own for a while while HE heals me.
The other side is that I really do believe that the other relationship, I was in, was wrong at the time as I was not divorced (although we were separated) I have repented of this. However I still have the firm conviction that God wants me to pray for this person and that in HIS time he will bring the two of us back together for a relationship that HE wants it to be. A while ago, someone here told me that I needed to look at this man’s fruits and yes, I have and unfortunately he does seem to be spiralling out of control. So I ask you to pray for this man, a Christian man, who is so lost at the moment and not walking in obedience to God – in fact it would appear evil is actively seeking him out. I just dont understand, how on one side, I see all this and yet I still feel this huge urge to pray ferverantly for him and for his restoration. I just know that God wants to work in this man’s life. So please pray this prayer for C.
I pray for C asking the Lord Jesus Christ to work a miracle in his life that will bring him to his knees, begging for mercy, repentance and forgiveness. That he will then plead with God for his blessing and for a Godly reconciliation with me – with Jesus in the centre.
Lord Jesus!, I look to you for this miracle, please fill me with your love and peace and help my faith to grow STRONGER.