Need relationship healing

I have been a really bad person from the time i was young. I never knew God but knew about him because i was a born christian. I moved to the united states 6 years ago. Still my interest in God was very low and i was into porn a lot, can call me a porn addict. But in the year 2008 God brought this girl into my life, Sareena, she loved me like no one else. I’ve had 3 relationships in the past but never felt love like this. She brought me closer to God, but i couldnt give up my addictions and other things which i developed. I wanted to come out of it but it bounded me from coming out. I lied to her a lot a number of time and broke her trust over and over again after we got into the relationship. I cheated on her by sleeping with unknown people and paying them 6 times and i lied that i never dated anyone because she never dated anyone in her life. She was so innocent and she is the best gift God ever gave me even though i never really knew him. a year ago she gave up on the relationship and it made me go crazy begged her not to leave me and cried to God about it and somehow dragged the relationship till today. But it only kept getting worse because i kept putting her down over and over again. Everything i did to get the relationship back went in vain never worked the purpose i was expecting. Now im completely helpless and i really need Gods help in my relationship with her. Want God to heal this relationship to perform a miracle. I gave up most of my addictions and ready and working to be a new person. everyday is a battle for me to see that she is not there with me and jealousy takes control of me. I believe God will hear me and hear your prayers for me and that nothing is impossible for God. Can you please pray that she would forgive me and that God would bring us back together with the acceptance of her parents? Can you please pray that God will work a miracle for me?

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  1. Timothy Luke says:

    Brother, you need to really seek God first, for God’s sake, and your sake. This poor girl has been lied to and exposed to who knows what kind of disease due to your infidelity. You have wounded her greatly and have still come asking for help for YOU.
    Christianity 101 is that we think of the other first. We honor them more than ourselves. You have manipulated this girl and used her. Now you are seeking God’s help in continuing this behavior.
    God will help you become a true believer, but He will never help you make an idol out of this girl. You need to openly confess your sins to God and to her. You need to ask forgiveness of her (not beg) and you need to let her go… then speak to the Lord about bringing her back, but do not call her anymore, if that is what she requests, or desires.
    Manipulation gets you a person, without their heart. God is all about heart level relationship. You have to let her bring her heart back to the table… meanwhile, get on with your life of overcoming and growing in the Lord.

  2. ashisharon says:

    hello,

    I am a born again christian. I accept Christ as my savior three and a half years back. And i was filled with wonderful joy and peace of our Lord. However for these three years I was reading bible and praying time to time but i also have to admit that i was not totally committed to reading the word of the Lord and Praying.
    After i join this site 2 months ago, some how i come to know that there is still more for me after salvation and that is the baptism in holy spirit.So, i searched the topics related to that, listen the teaching on it from Derek Prince and Andrew Wommak. Read the scripture related to that.
    I prayed to God for the gift of the holy spirit. But i couldn’t see any thing happening. I know that God will give me what i have ask for but i don’t understand what is hindering me to get it. I have also learned that i would speak in tongues once i baptized in Holy spirit.

    I would be blessed if any one can guide me on this.

    thank you,

    your brother in Christ,

    Ashish.

  3. warrior daughter says:

    First off no one is born a Christian. They may have Christian parents who bring them up in a Christian home…One cannot be a Christian on the merits of a parent or ancestor. Everyone who is a Christian has to ask forgiveness for their sins & then ask Jesus Christ to be their Lord & Savior..

    Why would you continue to hurt this woman if you love her??Love does not harm, is not selfish, is faithful, does not behave badly, is kind, does not seek its own interests but looks out for the interests of the one they love…

    God wants to do a miracle in your life but it is not the miracle you state…God is patient with you with a endearing love toward you. His love toward you will never stop & His desire for you is to be changed first in your heart & then in your body…
    The miracle in your life you need to be seeking is to be the miracle of accepting Jesus Christ as your Savior and having Jesus help you with your addictions…………Won’t you accept the love God offers you today through His precious Son??

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