My Testimony, freedom from depression and bi-polar.

First off had I known how easy it would have been to receive deliverance from Bi-polar manic depression I would have commanded the devils to leave long ago.

I became a Christian in 1986.

In 1982 I prayed to the cosmos through a stupid book on how to learn ESP, extra sensory perception. Two evil spirits entered me way back then. Praying to something else and not God gave them the right to enter.

Simply becoming a Christian four years later did not permanently remove those Demons.

If you are into drugs, demons will have a very negative effect in your life. Between stints in the Army I used to get high on marijuana. You might not think it a big deal but for something as innocent as marijuana is very destructive to one’s spirituality.

Jesus Christ chose to convict me, sanctify me and soften my heart each and every time that I was high. He did it because he has power over sin. Jesus has power over every living thing, breath, the whole earth and anything you can imagine, anything.
Shortly after I was saved I went to a Pentecostal church and received the baptism of the Holy Spirit. I re-entered the Army for sixteen more years staying in a backslidden state.
Depression was at times severe, even to the point of checking into a mental ward. When I was i there I was told “congratulations you are poster boy for suicide” I am here to tell you I will never suffer depression ever again. Jesus Christ laid down a finished work and defeated EVIL completely at the cross. If you are a Christian and you are presently suffering from depression, panic attacks, Bi-Polar, ADHD then I am here to tell you that you are missing the mark. Sin means missing the mark.
Spiritual warfare: God has given you all power over demons who seek to oppress you. Demons latch onto things in your life and you will suffer because of it. The blood at the cross means more than salvation. He pulled us out of this world and satan and his minions are of this world. Once you realize that God has given you all power to rebuke the devil he has no choice but to leave you every time. I will never give a foothold to the devil ever again.
Freemasonry: I was a freemason for 19 years, a York Rite 32nd degree mason. I totally renounced freemasonry. It is idolatry and I am here to tell you that the Lodge is nothing but idolatry. You are making oaths not to God. If you are a Christian then you need to renounce it completely.

It was through this site that I contacted Pat Buckley out of Beaverton, Oregon. He explained to me that your deliverance is guaranteed in the Bible. James 4:7 Submit yourselves to God. Resist the Devil and he will flee from you. James 4:8 Come near to God and he will come near to you.

The armor of God: Ephesians 6:10 finally be strong in the Lord and his mighty power. Ephesians 6:11 Put on the full armor of God so that you can take your stand against the devil’s schemes.
Ephesians 6:12 For our struggle is not against flesh and blood , but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the powers of this dark world and against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly realms.

What do YOU think?



  1. tiredsoulforhope2017 says:

    Hi, I am a Christian college student reading this article 01/09/17. First, Amen to this article, for I believe that the power of God speaks through it. I just wanted to say that it helps me a lot, since I am also suffering from Bipolar Disorder, and that it has worsened its symptoms over the last few weeks. I was planning to meet a psychiatrist in a few days or weeks, since the symptoms are worsening. I’ve been debating if I should just seek God for his help, or to “give in” to medication.

    • Sometimes people need medication until they can get their healing from God and His Word. God doesn’t want us to suffer mentally. If your faith gives you deliverance then you don’t need medication, otherwise, don’t reject the option of medication out of hand. Faith can grow.

  2. Elsje Massyn says:

    What a blessing to hear of another person that has been delivered from Bipolar. The psychological/medical world doesnt give anyone much hope who suffers from schizophrenia or Bipolar and laughs of the possibility that our Messiah Jesus/Yeshua can deliver and heal us from ALL demonic oppression/sicknesses/diseases.

    Praise His Wonderful Name for being so faithful.

    I just have a question? What was the cause for your Bipolar? Were you mentally and/or physically abused by someone from childhood, as that seems to be the case with most people who have escaped this dilemma?

  3. michael says:

    Thanks for sharing this. I'm so happy to hear a good report concerning deliverance from mental illness and the efficacy of the Word of God and the name of Jesus!

    I'm also happy to hear that this site played a role in connecting you to Pat Buckley, who I have to say is a great example of a joyful victorious Christian minister.

    • usmilret says:

      That it is almost unreal. To be honest you can be grounded in Christianity for your entire life and not know just how much power that you have in his name. Pat explained to me that to believe is an action verb. Every word in the bible still applies today. God almighty wants salvation to come to those who are lost. If you are a Christian you should never be distracted from what God wants. Depression is a major distraction. The same applies to finances. He doesn’t want us worrying because he wants us focused on him. pat explained to me that I personally have all power over the devil. This means all of the sorrow, hate, bitterness, ect. Whatever is not of God is a lie. Jesus overcame the world and completed a finished work on the cross. That finished work isn’t just salvation, its conquering the devil. Faith and perseverance when it comes to spiritual warfare. Submit to God and rebuke the Devil. The term rebuke has been weakened and watered down. Your boss will rebuke you for not doing your job. You do something wrong and you get rebuked for it. Rebuking is done from people of authority. Rebuke the devil because he lost authority and power when Jesus died on the cross. He won and that means we win. We win by realizing and exercising the authority that he clearly gives us. As it was put to me ” The bible guarantees it” Guarantees it in your life. God works through faith. Faith without action is dead. I would continually ask God to relieve me of depression. God didn’t answer because I wasn’t acting on faith. They say that God is love and love is action. Well you are the action in spiritual warfare.

    • lookingforhope2011 says:

      Yes, thank you very much for sharing that

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