I am 38 years of age, I have been praying for a mate for as long as I can remember. I have never been married. I gave my life to the Lord at the age of 12. I have backslid and had two daughters out of wedlock. I have repented and asked for forgiveness from the Lord and I know he has. I have been walking in his Grace and mercy for some time now. I have never truly been the type of female that most men approach or even try to get to know. I walk in constant prayer with everything. The Heavenly father has provided for me and my daughters in every area with the exception of a mate, Even my daughters ask me all the time, when are you getting married and my response is whenever the Lord send me a suitable mate, However, it is said with lack of Faith. I try to hold on with Faith because he has done so many wonderful things in my life. I have witness so many miracles in my life and I know he is able but yet in this areas of my life, I seems to be defeated and spend so many lony days. I know and hear people say that it is better to be single, but my deepest desire is to have a loving, Godfearing mate. I am about to give up on that dream and do not know what to do. I prayed and made my desires known to the Lord. I do not know how to restore my Faith in that area of my life! I don’t know what to do!