I want To be in God’s Glory

Hello everyone,I’m robelyn graciano from the philippines im 21 but turning 22 this coming october 18, 2010… well about myself, I’m a type of person who’s always committe a wrong doings, I disrespect my parents, I’m always the daughter who wants more than I expected, In short I’m a rebellious Child a blacksheep in our family.. although I know everytime I made a wrong doings I know that there will always be a consequences,and that is why My life is miserable.. I am not happy, Everytime I look at the mirror I know there is a sadness in my eyes, looking for something that can help me satisfy in what I want, a simple and a peaceful life.. My parents are both active in a Christian’s life, even though my dad is not really attending fellowship every sunday but I know He believes In God, and I know He always pray’s to Him.. I’m so lucky to have them both but I’m still not the daughter they always wanted for, I mean they deserved more than they wish for than having me as their Daughter. I dont want to hurt my parents again, actually we are struggling because of me, are business are in down situation, and I dont know how to help them. I Know this things happens because of me, and Now I’m sincerly sorry for the wrong things i doned…

People Hate me, my friends, my relatives and even my Family, I made a disgrace to them, I got all the sins in the world, a sins which made me unclean to God, to everyone.. I put myself Down, and that is why I’m not Happy, and my life is miserable….

If I could turn back time, and Ask a big favor to God maybe by asking God to give my parents a good daughter and not me, I dont want to hurt them anymore, I dont want to see them crying because of me, I am so disappointed of myself, not just disappointed but hate…I really hate myself…that is why I’m here now, everytime I’m in the internet I always search for something that can help me to changed me to a better one, a good daughter to my parents and brother’s.. Especially to be a good Blessings to God.. But I dont know How to start again cause I’m totally broken In and out……

 

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  1. Jesus will make you a brand new person and all your sins will be forever washed away if you put yourself in God’s hands. Just tell the LORD God that you really want Him to save you from all the sin, tell Him you can’t do it yourself and you are asking Him to step in.

     

    And think about the cross. Jesus suffered there to take away your sin.

     

    Please read the things on this site. I believe they will help you.

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