So recently i have been feeling like i am in a hole. I feel like because i am in this hole, i am getting farther away God. I have been in this hole for a while. Satan has been tempting me and telling me to do things and look at things that i know is wrong and i hate these things. I have been trying to resist, i gave in a couple of times. I feel like he is sucking the life out of me. I feel like he is destroying the relationship i have with God. I havent told anybody about this, i have been trying to deal with it myself. I want to be closer to God, I want to be as close as i can get. I dont know what to do anymore. Every night i get the temptations over and over and over. I try so hard to resist. I know that Christ Loves me and he is my savior but i feel i like i am farther than i have ever been. I feel like i am alone. I want to get to the point in my Relationship where when i get asked about my relationship i just start crying because i am as close as a will ever be. I dream of that but i dont know if i can get there. Satan has been tempting me to do things that are wrong morally and socially and mentally. I know it is going to mess up my relationships in the future. I need help, i am telling you guys this because you have helped me before and i trust you guys. So if you can help me please feel free to post something.