Hello my name is Brian. I’m fairly new here and haven’t posted yet. I was raised a Southern Baptist and was saved in my childhood. A couple of months ago the Lord sent me a message. After 40 years and attempting to find out how “life starts at 40”, God sent me a warning, and my sins were revealed one after another almost daily and even hourly some days. I have spent days and hours falling to my knees praying for forgiveness and direction. I was so upset I could barely function. I kept praying and seeking him. I surrounded myself with God and Christianity. Many of my prayers were answered in short order. I know God listens to me, and he speaks to me.
Today I am feeling full of life and apprehension as well. I think the Lord is calling on me again to go far further than repenting. I have committed myself to the church for work and helping others. I know I have long journey ahead and feel more is coming as if God is saying something to me but currently I’m not sure what. I’m leaving it in his hands and keeping my eyes and ears open for his direction.
If you have had a similar experience please share with me.
Thank you for your time