Youth Delivered from Drugs, Porn, Masturbation, Depression
I'm Isaac Snuffer, 15, and here is the story of how God has changed my life completely.
I was raised in a Christian home, attending a church where God moved greatly as young as 2, and saw God move all the time. During this time I gave my life to Christ, but did not fully understand the power of God nor even who he was. All I knew was the basics of the faith taught in the nursery classes at churches.
Now skipping on, about the time I got into sixth grade, about the time I was 11, because of peer presure I started to get into pornography and masturbation, getting worse as time went on, not acually knowing that these things were sinful at the time. This was about 2003. The next year I got in with a bit of a worse crowd. For about a year I was fine, but starting about summer 2005 I started swearing, and listening to somewhat Satanic music. Also about this time depression hit me. I started to hate my life, wishing it would end. I was ready for suicide. Then in winter 2005 I started skateboarding, as a release for all of my
feelings of depression. This worked for about half a year, about mid-spring 2006. About this time it started coming back, yet I didn't want to just end it all.
Though I hated life I had something in me telling me not to end it, a fear of death, which I know now was God
watching out for me even though I was against him. So about that summer I started looking up ways to get high. I wanted an escape from the pain I felt inside. So in November 2006 I tried to get high for the first time, taking Diphenhydramine HCL(an OTC medicine which I will not mention the brand name incase of someone wanting drugs reads this). It wasn't all that good, but I needed to get rid of the pain, so I continued to take it in low doses, until one Sun. night in Nov. I decided to take some until I really got an effect. I ended up taking 18 times the reccommended dose, and in this started hallucinating heavily, which scared the crap out of me, but I convinced myself it was fun. After this point I was taking OTC drugs heavily, even stealing some from Wal Mart to meet my need for drugs. I was getting
high at least twice a week. I know I was addicted, and even once saw a demon come out of my television. I once again began to contemplate suicide, unbeknownst to my friends, who thought I was happy. Even my friend who I did drugs with, who was ironically from my youth group,
thought I was happy. But I wasn't.
Then, on March 9, 2007, my youth group went to a 3 day youth rally in Knoxville. On the second night me and my friend were saved and filled with the Holy Spirit, and I was freed. Freed from the hold drugs had on me. Freed me of my masturbation. Freed on my depression. Freed of the bondages of sin.
Since then, God has done great things in my life. I'm happy. My personality was changed from the mess it was in to a loving personality. I don't swear anymore. I'm a completely different person. Thank you God, for accepting even me into your family.
Isaac Snuffer, Victory Skater!
isaacsnuffer AT@ gmail.com
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I've been struggling with
I've been struggling with pornography and masturbation for a while. I ask for evefryone out there to pray for me. There are a lot of people that look at me as an example and I keep falling victim. I fall mostly as am laying in my bed in somwhat of a light sleep then I get the urge. Pray for me please I tired of this and I ashamed to talk to anybody about. BUt I know I am more than a conqueror though Christ Jesus.
Three Ways Toward Deliverance
Dear Brother,
In overcoming this addiction, or spiritual stronghold, you will need deliverance from a power that is higher than yourself. This is why you cannot simply quit it. We as Christians recognize the term "stronghold" readily when it comes to besetting sins. The fact we often dismiss is that a stronghold is meaningless without a strongMAN operating out of it. A spiritual strong hold has a spiritual strong man. You or I could take Gibralter if there was not a single person to guard it.
There are three ways in which deliverance comes.
1 - By knowing the truth. "You shall know the truth, and the truth shall make you free."
Many times we are set free from a sin when we first learn what God has to say about the situation. The Word of God becomes alive in our hearts, and the sin no longer has power.
In your case brother, you know masturbation is a sin - but that is only part of the equation. Do you know WHO YOU ARE? Do you know the totality of the cleansing of Jesus Christ? Do you know that God LOVES you, and that is precisely why He hates the sin?
2 - Resisting the devil. "Draw near to God and He will draw near to you. Resist the devil and he will flee from you."
This is where you are at. You know the truth (in part) and you are resisting (unsuccessfully - although it all will work toward your victory in the end as you are learning about yourself and your limitations). Notice that resisting the devil is based upon our nearness to God.
Satan tells us we are cut off. Or, "God is put off by you." Or, "You've been doing this and repenting and doing it again, so God doesn't want to hear about it anymore." Draw near to God. He wants to set you free! This is HIS doing, not yours, lest we should boast. It is time to confess the truth of the situation for what it is....
"Father in heaven. I am not worthy of your grace or attention. I have sinned and done evil in your sight. I am ashamed of myself and confused, but I know that You are greater than my sin. You "forgive all our iniquities and heal all our diseases." I am not at ease, or at peace with myself. I am in an emotional and spiritual state of "dis-ease". I cannot save myself. I need you to create in me a clean heart and renew a right spirit within me. I am not worthy of what I seek from you, but worthy is the Lamb who was slain. I cast my sin and the power of this sin upon the shoulders of my Savior, who bore my sin and shame on the cross. He bore my reproach, so I cast my reproach upon Him, and I thank you so much for taking it from me. I commit this day to walk in newness of life and liberty from the sin of sexual addiction. I am created so much greater than what that sin has told me I am. I choose to pick up the righteousness of Jesus Christ, which is by faith. I choose to forsake this sin. Please give me faith to leave it behind. I choose to not touch myself for even the slightest bit of pleasure. If I am sexually awakened, I choose to, without thinking, move into the open and out of seclusion. I am not a sex addict. I am a person with a problem, but I AM NOT THAT PROBLEM! I choose to separate who I am from what I have done. This sin is not my identity. It will not define me any longer. I surrender this stronghold and strongman to you, even as Jezebel was cast down from the wall, I cast this sin away from me and trust you for deliverance. In Jesus' name, amen."
3 - Speak to the mountain and it shall be moved.
If you look at the context of Jesus' words to "speak to the mountain, saying, 'be cast into the sea,'" you will see he was telling his apostles about why they could not cast out a demon. Satan's kingdom is the mountain you need to verbally speak to. When you have read God's Word on the topic and know what He says about committing adultery and the consequence. When you have drawn near to God and asked Him to embrace you and cleanse you. When you have repented for this sin. (here is a spontaneous thought - Who has hurt you brother? Who has violated you? Who wounded you? Whoever it is, whatever it was, forgive them. If you judge them in their sin, God will not grant you power to overcome yours. God will let you stew in your vile sin until you come to see that we are all sinners in need of forgiveness. Forgive whoever, for what ever. Period. If you have a situation, or more that you have had a hard time forgiving, email me and we can see about working through it.)
When you have done these things, speak to the kingdom of Satan and command it to get out of your way as you walk toward the Holy City, the New Jerusalem of God, wherein righteousness dwells! When temptation arises, tell it audibly to GO! Cast down every vain imagination that leads to this sin.
Keep your eyes on the loveliest part of a woman - her face - and force your eyes to view your sisters in the Lord, and in the world, as sisters to be admired for who they are, not what they look like. Ask Jesus to give you His eyes for women. Look at their hearts and vow to become a safe haven of purity for their sake. In this perverse world, women feel slimed and defiled and belittled by the perverted glances they receive. Strive to be a man of God who can give a Godly smile that is pure and loving. As you learn to respect your sisters as sisters, the temptation to treat them otherwise will subside and vanish.
These are some thoughts for men and women to use. Please share your thoughts on the points I have brought out and lets encourage one another in the Lord!
Deliverence
I just want to tell you that you are not alone. I'm a devote women of God, and tried to stay pure until my wedding night. Unfortunately I gave into sin and that did not happen, and now im addicted to masturbation. I feel so guilty, and cry so much when I give into temptation. Everyone else please keep me in prayer.
redemption
Stop the sin in your heart and follow god right now. i will share how. read my testimony in http://www.masterraghu.com/html/testimony.htm
im a 16 year old male and
im a 16 year old male and struggle with porn and masturbation. I think im saved because i have prayed the prayer of salvation many times. I long to follow christ but there is a want for porn. It hits me once every day. I sincerely want this addiction gone and I dont want to talk to my parents about this so I'm asking you all. What do you think? By the way this addiction makes me miserable. Do you think satan is involved?
Porn and masturbation
hey everyone, I came on here to say that i am struggling to with this also. i feel that there is no hope for me. i tried everything to get rid of this.. and i just cant do it. but i refuse to give up and im going to keep on going until it is gone FOR GOOD. Greater is he that is in me than he that is in the world. if you can keep me in your prayers.
I too have been having a
I too have been having a masturbation problem for years, I am now 21 years old and do not know hot to stop, I have tried many times before, please can somebody help? Please e-mail me at naij87@hotmail.co.uk
stop where you are and sense
stop where you are and sense that god is seeing you right at that moment.
Stop struggling and let God be God
I understand about the porn and masturbation thing. When I decided to quit masturbation I found that it was much more difficult than I had imagined. I resisted the urge but could not escape from it. I sought God and prayed and prayed but nothing. Until one day when I gave up trying to quit I said to God "I cannot quit,it´s too difficult". From that point on I have never had the urge to masturbate. I believe their were evil spirits around or in me which God dealt with in His own time. The time I was set free from this conincides with a demonic attack while I was sleeping. I woke, half awake knowing there was something maligne on my bed and I was unable to speak. This did not worry me, but from then on I found myself to be free of this bad habit. When you stop trying to do things and let God do them that is when things begin to happen. Also, we must stop looking at garbage on the T.V. "Turn our eyes from worthless things and revive is our way" speaks the Psalm. LEt us never forget th magnitude of God and His wisdom. Amen.
You had some pretty tough
You had some pretty tough experience at your early age, that's why it's very encouraging to learn that you recovered form all that. You should make your story accessible for more teens, as we speak there are thousands of teens living in despair and misery because of drugs, they need to know that recovery is possible and there is a way back from drugs and depression. Working in a drug rehab center helped me see that there is hope as long as you decide to make a change in your life.
this is good stuff !!!
I had the same thing , not with drugs but I had it with the masturbating its killing your life , thank God he took it away from you !!
keep on doing ya work fo christ !!!
yo bro , mc CHRISTPREACHA ...
artist email contact : mcchristpreacha@hotmail.com
For Kim: Not by your power, but His Spirit
Kim, God loves you so much, He cares for you and really want to set you free. He knows your weakness, and He said : " My grace is sufficient for thee: for my strength is made perfect in weakness" (2 Cor 12:9-10)".
When you are struggling with your own power, you might end up in failure. Thus, let the Spirit of the Lord works within you. Live by the Spirit not by flesh. It will set you free.
One fact that I know, that demons often attack God's children through EYES. So, be careful with what your eyes see. Let your eyes see on God, not to this world. You are holy because He is holy.
How you use your time also is also important. Time is about God's trust. Whether we will use it wisely or just spend it with useless activity. Demons often attack when we don't use our time as it should be. For instance, when we are browsing in google to search for some assignment task, we open the porn page, thus we falsely use our time. So be wise in this day.
The last but not least, the most powerful way to free up your self from any sins are:
RUN RUN RUN
Run from all the things that stimulate you to do the sins. Run from watching porn movie, books, picture, etc. Pornography will be always exist, we can never make it disappear. but we can run from it.
PRAY PRAY PRAY
Praying is the easiest way to ask for God's strength. Remember that we can do it by our own strength, but only by His.
There is NO "JUST THIS ONCE"
Jesus loves you Kim
Living a clean and healthy life free from drugs and porn
I too have suffered from addictions to both drugs and porn. I found myself going down the wrong path away from everything I knew to be good and right. The harder I tried to pull myself out of this vicious cycle the farther away I found myself from being on the right path. The drugs and pornography were ruining my life and I wasn't able to be happy. I was more and more isolated from the general public and looked down upon by my friends, family and community. I needed answers and I needed happiness. I had to regain control of my life again. I found my salvation in Narconon Vista Bay. I was able to cure myself of my wrong doings and pursue a life that was more in tune with what is right and moral.
Deliverance from porn and masturbation
I shared a similar experience with addiction to porn and masturbation. I got drunk with the filth from lewd movies, books and at one point I found myself fantasising about lesbian activities. It got worse and worse, i felt totally cut off from God. I became angry, depressed, suicidal..you name it.
The Lord spoke to my heart and i realised how deep I had sunk, and I wasn't sure if it was possible for God to love me anymore. I wept and prayed, cried out for mercy! God's spirit set me free and I was moved to get rid of all the garbage i has accumulated. I threw out the books, movies, sex toys..everything.
Praise God today I am free. The temptation is there but God's grace has kept me. He can deliver you. Just profess that you denounce and renounce every sexual immorality in the name of Jesus. Declare that God's grace has the power to break every chain and enemy stronghold in your life in the name of Jesus. I pray that the healing, saving power of Jesus will set someone free this day, amen.
Deliverance from
I was brought up with the saying, "Everything in moderation". As far as I am concerned thst can include some drugs and definitely masturation. Why would there be cannabis and salvia growing wild if people were not supposed to get some benefit from them. Cannabis has many medical uses for example.
As for the M word, I agree it can be become a bit obsessive at times but if people are not in a relationship, so what. Even if they are in one, mutual masturbation can be very pleasing. So can looking at porn.
My main issue is with women being seen as sexual objects for male pleasure but there are so many amateurs posting porn these days who appear to be under no finacial or other pressure to do so. Of course many religions are guilty of keeping women in their place. I was watching this clip
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xhHG1ik-ZL4&feature=player_embedded
about how many wives a Saudi man is allowed to have according to the koran.
read your posting on
read your posting on christian-faith.com i am currently struggling from an addiction to pornography and masturbation. i have prayed several times for God to deliver me. but it seems as though i keep going back to it. My story is similar to yours, it all started with what I saw, then it grew from there. I fell so guilty and i hate myself after I look at it and masturbate. I love God soooo much and I do believe that he wants to deliver me. I get frustrated because no matter how much a pray or fast it seems that i cant break the addiction. I want to the desire to go away!!!!!! I hate myself after I do it and i have been at the point several times that i am o ashamed that I want to kill myself or just give up on God and ever being delivered but the voice that lives within me tells me not to give up there is a break through waiting on me. i just need to press in a get it. You are the only person on this earth that I have told this to. no one else knows!! im telling you because i want you to be the one who stands in the gap for me. i want you to keep me in your prayers because I iknow that you inderstand were I am coming from. please respond to me as soon as you get the chance... Thank you soooooo much for telling your story. i appreciate it !!
God Bless you,
Kim
Hey Kim, I understand your
Hey Kim,
I understand your pain. The enemy causes us to feel guilty of our mistakes. I too was caught up with this. It was taught to me at a young age by my father, who was and is a christian. I do not blame him, but I did not know, so i lived w/ this addiction from age of 9 to 27. It turned into a habit. It was like a outlet. Perhaps there may be a deeper issues in your life of why you fell into this sin. We as christians must remember that there is no condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus. We must def. repent(in heart) and turn away. I am taught that what we bind on earth is bound in heaven and what we loose on earth is loosed in heaven(matthew 16:9) Now what you do is read this to build up you spirit man. Then you bind the spirit of masturbation and porn and loose temperance, faith and thank God and believe/ know that He has healed you. By His stripes it is done in Jesus name.
Greater is He that is in you, then he that he that is in the world. The enemy is condemned already. He want you to feel the same way. You know the saying, misery love company. He is really miserable. Keep your strength and do not become weary in well doing. Stay strong. You should ask for the baptism of the Holy Spirit. He is our comforter. He will direct you. You yoke has been broken in Jesus name. Recieve this freedom.
Sincerly,
kings son
That is so awsome. God is
That is so awsome. God is great, and I am sure he has something very special for you to do for Him.