Japanese Testimony

My God Experience

"I am not ashamed of the gospel. Because the gospel is the power of the God who brings the all believers including the Jews and the Greek salvation . ( Roma 1. 16"

What I proof is the matter of responsibility. The given should not be hidden but let him work or serve. The joy should be teached because I myself was forgiven.

My name is Minoru . In 1989 I was twenty seven years old n Japan .

I had an experience of opened my eyes to my sins and despair. It was extreme despair like neither I could not live nor die. It was not inner punishument of myself , it was by " the God rage " which was outside of me. I thought that I was forsaken from the God because of my sin and experienced the tortures of hell. Icoud'nt move myself as I want, my soul was lost, I experienced "living death ".

About one month later, one day, hopes have risen, I climb up an elevation called Tensho-dai, then I sit on the ground and prayed for the God . The only my wish was " Please let me return to human " Then, I cried loudly regretting myself. Until then I had never cried loudly like that time. I cried and begged forgiveness of the God.At that time , I was like fighting with my backs to the wall .

Sitting on the hill, I could see a playground and playing kids. It seemed that they would able to hear me, but they seemed not to notice my presense. They didn't notice my presence at all thought from me , it semmed that my voice could be heard . I happened to think that the God' felling would be like that. However , at that time , I even didin't think that my voice would heard by the God.

I was sitting in Japanese fashion, praying with my hands together. I was crying and in the state of total selfless. Then, I could think, I beleived that the "truth" was in my hand.

I had been letting my hands together and believing that the truth would be between my hands. After about one hour, finally I opened my face and convinced " This is the truth ".

"The truth" doesn't have any color or shape or smell. It is not material, but it can be seized. If I say using Buddhism's term, it may be "Spiritsual awakening ". And then I went down the hill, I had been recovered, full of power and

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