I Need Help

I don't know why, but i can't help myself. It is hard to admit, but i am confiding in you. I try not to, but the erge is too much too handle. I masturbate, and I watch pornography. It is something i am not proud of, but it seems i can't stop. I pray to God all the time say im sorry for everything i do, but i feel like I am taking advantage of him by doing that. I want to be a good christian so bad. I love God, and i want to be with him i just hope there is someway I could stop doing what im doing. If there was an answer i would appreciate it. Thank You