I love my Lord

Jesus literally saved my life. I have been suicidal more than once. I have been raped and ended up in the hospital needing surgery. I was robbed at gunpoint by a murdering, raping, torturing murderer, and later stalked by his brother (his partner in most of his crimes). I have felt ugly, stupid, and that I was a horrible, bad person. I have survived many losses ~ the death of my dad, my mom, my sister, her husband 8 months later, and have lost countless friends to cancer, other illnesses, and even a murder. I tried alcohol and drugs to "make me feel better"...guess what? It doesn't work. The only thing that works is belief and faith in my Lord and Saviour. If not for Him, I would have jumped off a bridge a long time ago. Now I count my blessings, instead of my losses, and have hope for the world to come.