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I dont know where to start...... I have had my problem for over 2 years and no-one believes me not even the Vicars that i have seen, not even my own family and friends. I have prayed and fasted over and over again all to no avail. I have tried all types of prayers including the 7 prayer of deliverance. Oh well here goes..........
one night i had a very strange urge to ride my motorbike at midnight so i went to my bedroom window to check on my bike and i found it lying on the road. So i thought to myself that my guardin spirit had tried to warn me. So i started to pray to this spirit for more information and a picture formed in my mind a large white van driving past my motorbike with 2 men in the van both starring at my bike as they drove past. I still wasnt satisfied with this answer so i fetched a glass and placed it on my living room table and started to ask for more help, the glass filled up with a blue smoke and in shock i lifted this up from the table. The next 3 months strange things started happening in my house, the doors would bang repeatedly and the lights would come on, the fire alarm would go off and i would see a black swirling mist in front of my lamps. Then one night a voice awoke i the middle of the night shouting my name, this was coming from the darkest corner of my bedroom. The next morning i deceided to smash all my glasses as i did not know which i had used on the table, as i smashed the third glass i felt a whoosh go past my face and then a tap on my back. That night i went to bed and i felt so scared, my heart was beating really fast and i felt really sick, so i phoned my sister and she agreed to let me stay at her house for the night. I slept on the settee and in the middle on the night i was awoken and i found that i couldnt move and then something started talking to me, it said ebbie jebbies, ebbie jebbies, ebbie jebbies. The next morning my sisiter said that she could feel something touching her face in the night. The following night i was back at home and i couldnt understand how this ghost could have followed me to my sisters and then it dawned on me that it could be inside me. So i said the Lords prayer and a lump of air started to rise up my throat it was about the size of a golf ball. The next day i bought a Rosary and placed it around my neck and said the Lords prayer but when i got to the end and said Amen the cross fell off, i mended the Rosary and tried again but the cross fell off again when getting to the end of the prayer, this happened 3 times. I went to see a Vicar who arranged for me to see a specaiist ( a Reverand in Derby - UK) and she prayed over me and the spirit left me. I went home feeling amazing but as it got towards night time i could feel something watching me, i turned around and i could see nothing but i could 'feel' a large black man sized shape stood behind me and then i started to gulp air involuntary down my throat and then i knew it was back inside me. I know that it must have some sort of legal right to be in me, some unforgiven sin or some sort of hook. This is a very short version of my story, i have found that it feeds off my misery and if i cry i find that i will pay a price i will suffer with very bad images in my mind at night, followed by horrific nightmares and then when i awake i will be frozen and then spoke to etc. i was not a Christain before this happened and had not even been Baptised. Now i have been Baptised and confirmed and i read and listen to the bible every day and i go to Church when i can. I love Jesus with all my heart and pray every day and fast when i can. I am NOT scared of this thing, it is WEAK to feed off my misery and has NO power unless it gains it from me, i hate it and I want to be free with all my heart. Please pray for my deliverance, God bless you all, from Shaun, a warrior, a priest and a King for God.

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UPDATE - HOW TO HEAR GOD'S VOICE

WOW - I am still not free from the demonic oppression but i have learnt how to hear Gods voice and He is now speaking to me, He is leading me down his righteous path. He is showing me new things daily, He is leading me to salvation step by step, stripping me down layer by layer. He is showing me what objects to throw away what earthly things that I need to give up and what things that He wants me to do and just to be obedient in Him. If anyone is suffering I can suggest a book called 4 Keys to hearing God’s voice by Mark & Patti Virkler. I thought that I was a lost cause because God was not speaking to me and that I was not worthy but it was I that was NOT listening to Him. Every Christian needs to learn to listen to God’s voice and not just pray away for ages and repeating the same prayer every day and night, just talk to God and he will help you. Now when God talks to you it may be in pictures or thoughts, feelings or maybe words, this is different for everyone, He will respond to you in the best way that is best for you as an individual:-

1. Stillness - sit in a room by yourself and try to block out all outside noises and thoughts (to start with it is really hard to do)
2. Look for Vision – Relax and try to picture Jesus walking into the room or just let the vision come to you
3. Spontaneity – Let God’s thought’s come to your mind – in time you will learn discernment – IE: you will be able to tell if God is actually talking or if this is your own thoughts or an attack from the devil – do not be scared this gets so easy after only a short period of time – please see the example that I have given below
4. Journaling – Write down the flow of thoughts and pictures that come into your mind – you will get more information this way

EG: In the first week that I was trying this I asked God to show me what to do with some ‘Marvel figures that I had (I thought that these were Idols and needed to be destroyed but I thought that it would be a good idea to sell these and give the money to charity) – and ‘Jesus’ walked into the room and placed these items back in their display cabinet. I opened my eyes and thought NO that is not right. So I tried again and this time Jesus pulled me to his chest and placed my head on his heart and whispered in my ear ‘destroy them’.

Please feel free to send me a message if you require advice regarding this but i am still new to this myself.

The Words of Isaiah are strong...

What a Blessed Prophet the man was - The words in Isaiah are so vital and strong - They cut through the silly religiosity and get to the Meat and Potatoes of the Gospel and the promise both to God's Blessed nation (Israel) and His beloved Saints (us).

These are fighting Words coming straight from the Sword of the Holy Spirit Who is within you.

Realize that the demons are deceptive liars against God's Word. And Jesus Himself is the Epitome and Epiphany of Truth..

Stay the Course - The battle is already won!

John 1:1
“In the beginning was the Word and the Word was with God, and the Word was God.”

Isaiah 35:8-10.....
A highway shall be there, and a road,
And it shall be called the Highway of Holiness.
The unclean shall not pass over it,
But shall be for others,
Whoever walks the road, although a fool,
shall not go astray.
No lion shall be there,
Nor shall any ravenous beast go up on it;
It shall not be found there,
And the ransomed of the Lord shall return,
And come to Zion with singing, With everlasting joy on their heads.
They shall obtain joy and gladness,
And sorrow and sighing shall flee away.

Isaiah 35:8-10 (read all of Chapter 35 before you go to bed tonight)

God Bless

Hi

Hey Huck,
i Love Isaiah, i also love Hebrews these two are my fav (I also love God, i love Jesus, i love the Holy spirit and hey Huck guess what buddy I love you) - WOW the sword of the Spirit working in me - awesome, i never thought of it like that, God just suggested that i should just keep posting stuff and those verses just came to mind. God is working within me more than i know, lots of things are happening to me right now, i will be free soon, i just feel it. I have also bought a book called 4 keys to hearing Gods voice by Mark Patti Virkler.

Inspired by comfort

And it will be said:
“Build up, build up, prepare the road!
Remove the obstacles out of the way of my people.”
15 For this is what the high and exalted One says—
he who lives forever, whose name is holy:
“I live in a high and holy place,
but also with the one who is contrite and lowly in spirit,
to revive the spirit of the lowly
and to revive the heart of the contrite.
16 I will not accuse them forever,
nor will I always be angry,
for then they would faint away because of me—
the very people I have created.
17 I was enraged by their sinful greed;
I punished them, and hid my face in anger,
yet they kept on in their willful ways.
18 I have seen their ways, but I will heal them;
I will guide them and restore comfort to Israel’s mourners,
19 creating praise on their lips.
Peace, peace, to those far and near,”
says the LORD. “And I will heal them.”

Isaiah 57

MY GOD IS AN AWESOME GOD

Isaiah 40 NIV:-
Do you not know?
Have you not heard?
The LORD is the everlasting God,
the Creator of the ends of the earth.
He will not grow tired or weary,
and his understanding no one can fathom.
29 He gives strength to the weary
and increases the power of the weak.
30 Even youths grow tired and weary,
and young men stumble and fall;
31 but those who hope in the LORD
will renew their strength.
They will soar on wings like eagles;
they will run and not grow weary,
they will walk and not be faint.

Question

Have you ever used yoga????This is not to get you to use yoga but I am asking this since one thing of your post caught my eye.....Yoga opens a door for spirits....

I personally have not used

I personally have not used yoga but I have been exposed to many dark spirits since my childhood. I had to go through a serious deliverance to get rid of all these things. I read once a book about yoga before my deliverance and that way i was exposed to evil spirits. During my readings, i learnt that at a certain advanced stage of yoga you actually invite a spirit in your spinal cord (the spirit is in the form of a snake) at a more advanced stage it goes to your brain and rules your mind. I have read many things about the occult, and have practiced some too myself. If oyou are doing/using yoga i suggest that you take it to God and ask Him to guide you and show you exactly what yoga is about before you go any further.

yoga

no never done it. I dont know what else to do, ive tried asking for forgiveness for everything that i can think off, stopped every known hook that i used to have, i am at a loss, but praying and listening to the Bible is helping me loads, so i am just going have to TRUST GOD.

Tortured becomes the torturer

Praise the Lord, I thought to myself one night last week ‘ I am sick of this thing crawling all over me at night and stopping me from sleeping, I have had enough’. I have a copy of the complete Bible on audio so I started to listen to this every waking minute of my day, I did this for about 8 hours laying down on my settee and then I had the brain storm to copy this on to my phone so I could take this upstairs and listen to the Bible as I slept. Well as soon as I laid down I could feel it crawling on me but I ignored it and concentrated on the Word of God and wow it left me alone and I had the best nights sleep I have had for over 2 years. WOW WOW WOW God you are awesome. Now I think it is because the Word of God is absolute torture for this and also I am not thinking about evil but concentrating on Good. I also would like to thank everyone that is praying for me, as this is also making me feel AWESOME to know that people care about my situation. I LOVE JESUS.

More info

Hi all, Here is just a little more information about my situation which may help all to understand a little bit about my problem. 1.Everytime i look at a plyable iamge EG: material like carpet or clothing etc images immeditaly begin to form like pictures of devils and even pictures of me and lots of pictures of smiling faces as if it mocking me. 2. I went to Church one day and they had two profits from America and one the Profits pointed at me and said 'the devil cannot get his hooks into you' (this message is of great comfort to me, even now a year later). 3. The spirit pretends to be the Holy spirit and talks to me inside my head and has on many occasion decieved me. 4. Sometimes at night my tongue swells up at night and it feels like a have a mouth full of candy floss. 5. When i ask God to fill me with the Holy spirit the 'naughty spirit' leaves my body through my breath and then it lands on the bottom of my feet (we have the power to walk on the serpents and scorpians) and then this will make its way up my body and enter via ANY orifice that it can (which is nice (NOT)). 6. I have had this for over 2 years and i used to puke up every day and i could fill a litre jug up of spittle every night - this is NOT the case anymore so the spirit must be getting weaker and weaker, the more i pray and read Gods word and the more that i go to Church and fast ETC. - God is so AWESOME. 8. I think of the whole experiance as a positive experiance as without this i would never have become a Christian.

2 things for you. - Have you

2 things for you.
- Have you received Jesus Christ as your Lord and savior?
- If yes, you need a deliverance. Plain and simple, is there any intercession group in your church ask them if they can schedule one for you.

Hi Huck, and thank you for

Hi Huck,
and thank you for your Prayers, God bless you. Over the weekend i fasted and prayed and i printed a copy of all the information from this web site regarding Deliverance and a copy of the Deliverance Prayer (this came to about 9 pages of print) I read all the desired passage’s from the Bible as also suggested by this glorious web site. I Prayed and Prayed but i cannot hear the Holy spirit and yet i know that the Holy spirit IS inside me because every tine i ask God to fill me He does and the spirit leaves my body through my breath. I repented for all the sins that i could think off but there must still be something that i have missed as this still seems to have a legal right, unless God is delaying the process as part of a test. The spirit crawls all over my body at night and this stops me from sleeping but on Sunday night i listened Matthew on audio while beginning to slept and i changed my way of thinking thought instead of me being tortured i am going to let God torture it with His Word and WOW i slept like a baby. Thank you everyone for your Prayers and God bless you. If i only knew what 'its' legal rights were but i am sure that it is only a matter of time before i am free in Jesus name.
A servant of God ...... Cubits.

Are you getting the help you need - finding relief?

Hi;

If anything, I'm just going let you know that I am going to keep you in prayer.

I was also looking at churches around your area - and there is a "HIll Song" style of church in Chesterfield though that may not be what your looking for.

It's the
Christian Life Church
St Peter & St Paul School
(Hady Hill, Chesterfield, S41 0EF)
Sunday service times are 10:45am then again at 6:30pm

Well if anything else know that the Ball is Rolling and that Brothers and Sisters in Christ will be praying for you. Keep on posting a lot and READ YOUR BIBLE!

Your Brother in Christ
Huck

Thank you

Hi Huck,
and thank you for your Prayers, God bless you. Over the weekend i fasted and prayed and i printed a copy of all the information from this web site regarding Deliverance and a copy of the Deliverance Prayer (this came to about 9 pages of print) I read all the desired passage’s from the Bible as also suggested by this glorious web site. I Prayed and Prayed but i cannot hear the Holy spirit and yet i know that the Holy spirit IS inside me because every tine i ask God to fill me He does and the spirit leaves my body through my breath. I repented for all the sins that i could think off but there must still be something that i have missed as this still seems to have a legal right, unless God is delaying the process as part of a test. The spirit crawls all over my body at night and this stops me from sleeping but on Sunday night i listened Matthew on audio while beginning to slept and i changed my way of thinking thought instead of me being tortured i am going to let God torture it with His Word and WOW i slept like a baby. Thank you everyone for your Prayers and God bless you. If i only knew what 'its' legal rights were but i am sure that it is only a matter of time before i am free in Jesus name.
A servant of God ...... Cubits.

Just for the record

ROSARY:

In regard to the origin of the name, or use of the word Rosary, the word (rosarius) means a garland or bouquet of roses.
Beads variously strung together, according to the kind, order, and number of prayers in certain forms of devotion, are in common use among Catholics as an expedient to ensure a right count of the parts occurring in more or less frequent repetition.
While not retaining any special Religious, or Mystical significance, the Rosary is nothing more than a device used while in prayer.
The Rosary, is a form, wherein the person praying will say fifteen decades (or tens) of Hail Mary's, (150 prayers) with an Our Father between each ten, while at the end of each of these fifteen decades, one of the mysteries of our Redemption are recalled successively in pious meditation.
This device was instituted throughout Europe between (700 & 1200 AD) as a means of counting prayers.
The use of a Rosary, was universal so that even the uneducated of the time could keep track of their prayers as easily as the elite class could.
It was found by explorers such as Marco Polo, from his travels to Mongolia and China, that the Buddhists were using the same kind of device for the same purpose, the common term of the time would be prayer beads. Basically the same function as an abacus would have been.

JIM

Rosary Has No Effect Against Demons

A short comment...Just to add to Tim's comment...The rosary came about to take the place of prayer beads. The early Catholic Church would convert heathens that used prayer beads but the people did not want to give up their beads & so the church made the rosary to take the place of prayer beads...Many things that the Catholic church uses come from encounters with heathen nations that they have tried to whitewash & make these items sacred but the Word of God {Bible} finds these things abomination to God..

If you need a cross in your home, get rid of the Cruifix...Jesus is not on the cross...He went to the grave but he is not there either for on the 3rd day He arose. An empty cross, an empty grave. He is sitting at the right hand of the Father in Heaven making intercession for us. Therefore He {Jesus} is able to save to the uttermost those who come to God through Him, since He lives forevermore to make intercession for them..Hebrews 7:25
Intercession is prayer offered in behalf of another ie Jesus is praying for us...Mary cannot do this but only Jesus..

Hi Tim (again)

I have been onto your web site and i have sent an email to your inbox, just to say Hi so that you have my email address (work).

Question

To you read a Holy Bible?Are you a Christian?I have helped several people in the last 20 years being involved in demonic activity and one thing I have discoverd and that is a roseary is a joke,its a man made symbol.The only power one has over demons is the word of God.One woman came to my team 10 yearsago and spent thousands of dollars trying to get free from demonic powers.My pastor said Tim take care of it,in less than 3 days not costing her a single dime she was set free from torment.If you go to my web sight and read my testimoney you will see that there is power in the scriptures on my web sight,http://exposingthedarkness.com/ See I believe you but,sad to say most people dont want totall freedom.Isaiah 54:17 says no weapon formed againdst me shall prosper,Romans 16:20 peace will crush satan under your feet,Phillip 2:9 Jesus name is above every name.See you need to determine who is Jesus Christ.Will you serve a false idolitary god named mary or will you serve the living God named Jesus Christ.There is no greater power than the name of Jesus Christ,the bible clearly states demons are afraid of the name Jesus Christ.JESUS IS ALIVE.................

Hi and thank you

Yes i am a Christian but sad to say that i was never Baptised as a child and have only become a Christian and have been now Baptisted and Confirmed since all this started about 2 years ago, so i am fairly new to this, but i am very hungry for God's word. My family have never been Church 'goers'. When i pray the spirit comes out on my breath and this is so small at times now that i can hardly tell when it leaves my body, where as 2 years ago it was very large and hard to keep expelling it and then having to to swallow it. I lve in the UK and unlike the USA i am having trouble finding a Vicar with the deliverance knowledge.
PS i am at work and do not have an interent connection at home so my visits to this site will be sparadic, but i will keep coming back and checking this site.
PPS are you from the UK?
.... Thank you for replying to me, my heart sings.


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