With men this may seem impossible with GOD ALL THINGS ARE POSSIBLE!! Matthew 19:26
For ten yrs i secretly struggled with this eating disorder and it's ugly friend, anorexia.. as a child i was taught right from wrong, about Jesus dying for my sins, as a young person i got caught up in this secret destructive behavior to escape my painful world and try to capture an image of 'if only i was thinner'... the more i lost, harder i tried to continue to obtain vain imaginations of this hope that almost killed me.
Then i tried killing myself trying to get there with extreme vomiting, bingeing and cutting my wrists to escape life when nothing else worked.
All the while, inside i asked God to heal me and finally He did but i had to go on a journey to find out who i was, in CHRIST,,..our identities are so different than the images we see on the cover of magazines.. i had to surrender to GOd all control.. forsake the weight scales, obsessive food pattern habits, counting numbers on jeans and jars.. a total devotion to HIM.
Food was not my idol or god.. but it controlled me. A faithful woman fasted for me while i was seeking recovery, something happened. The depression broke, after 18 months it was totally gone. The monster inside was released and now today, it's been 9 yrs~~~ of TOTAL HEALING... freedom God wants the same for you.. don't despair... He's here and real bigger than our imaginations can believe how deep His love for us is....
Read my story or contact me at www.freeofbulimia.com;
Bless You!
MaRisa San Diego CA
There is hope!!!!! Because of Jesus! There is hope.
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