Emotional Healing Testimonies

I grew up in a christian family, I went to Sunday School every Sunday, I like most young people thought I was saved since every night my parents prayed for us, I attend church, I knew Jesus, I knew the bible, I felt I was safe and was definitely going to heaven.
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As I was growing up at home, I would dream of Buddha almost every night. This man would be cooking a big pot with so much steam coming from it. Every night this dream appeared to me. I told my parents about it but they never paid attention to it, and I grew up scared of Buddha statues. Somehow I knew this must not be a good sign, why would man sit with his back turned on me and with a big boiling pot.

I grew up, started not behaving. I started smoking, I started drinking, I started dating. My life just went down hill fast. I got pregnant at 22, I was just rebellious, did not listen to my parents and continued sleeping around. One thing that I remember from my mother was it is very wrong to sleep around because you take the other persons spirit. As I slept around so believing that I am searching for my perfect partner my soul was drowning fast and furious. I had no sense of who I was anymore. All this time God was the last thing on my mind I felt I could do this on my own. I moved away from home I went to a new town.

I slept with man I fell pregnant 3 times with three different after my first pregnancy , which all were aborted. I still continued in my mission of finding the perfect partner, drinking, smoking and clubbing.

Everyone thought I was the most happy person on this earth. I also started attracting the wrong crowd, I only befriended gay man, who came and slept with each other at my house, though I never slept with them but we shared the same bed. It was a whore house.

I got to a point where I felt all was not right anymore I need to sort things out once and for all, I wanted a man period, I went to a witchdoctor. Praise the Lord for he still protected me through all of that. He gave me things to wash with, he gave me portions to give to this man to eat. The most frightening part of it all was he told me I had evil demon inside my womb that someone gave to me becausee they were jealous so i could never find a man. I believed him I was sure that this must be it, I am pretty but why can't I find a man.

Things started going down fast. I started stealing from work because this witchdoctor told me my ancestors wanted me to be rich, he consulted with them whilst I was with him. The devil is out there... he shook his bones and asked me to call my ancestors which I did and I blew on his bones, he put a white paper under soil and he took the paper under the soil and he had writings on it, that said I should be clever and I should get the witchdoctor 100 000 so he could change it for me to 100 000 000, this money I was suppose to steal it from work and that they the ancestors would protect me and show me how to steal the money. I started stealing and forging my boss signature, and taking her signature to the witchdoctor so he could work on it so it would be easy for for me forge it with the help of demons. Well I was caught at work I lost my job, things went bad.

After all of this one day he called and said he can see I have no money and I said yes I am broke and I am not working he said well your ancestors love you they want to give you money, I ran to his place and he said I must take out my wallet and he blew on it, Just like that I had $200 in my wallet.

On the issue of the evil demon in my womb He (witchdoctor) said I should come back to him so he removes it which I did, and he told me to take off my painties and he inserted his hand in my private parts and he brought out a black creature from my womb claiming it was the evil that made me not have a man. This this was breathing and moving which he said it was angry because if wanted to go back to my womb since it fed on my eggs. I remember being so scared and this things tried to jump at me and I screamed IN THE NAME OF JESUS. When the bible says "Train up a child in the way he should go; even when he is old he will not depart from it".(Proverbs 22:6 ESV)Praise the Lord. The animal started burning, the witchdoctor and his assistant jumped for cover. That was the day it dawned on methat, that NAME JESUS is still above all names.
I was suppose to smoke some magic voodoo at 12H00 midnight, do you know what that meant, I was attracting evil demons in my house. The witchdoctor started calling and telling me he knows what I do everyday because his "angels" are protecting me and report to him when I am sad, he knew everything I was doing. I started getting really freaked out. I started getting suicidal, I cried all the time, I was depressed. I had no hope. One day I woke up at 7 in the morning with the voice that told ME to go find a church IMMEDIATELY, I did not know what to do or where to start looking for it, but something in me sad just drive you will find it.

I found a church I went in and the only thing I could say to the pastor was please pray for me - Right at that moment I was overwhelmed I could not stop crying, I fell on the floor crying asking God to forgive me. I had never felt such comfort in my entire life, it felt like something from my shoulders was lifted, I felt at peace, I laughED and cried at the same time, God is wonderful!!!! The pastor asked me if I wanted to accept Jesus as Lord my saviour and I was happy to have him as the Lord of my Life!!! Oh Lord I magnify you! I glorify You! You are King! You Reign!

I am still going strong in my spiritual life, the witchdoctor called me days after I got born again asking me to come visit and I told him I am now BORN AGAIN I have The King of Kings the Lord of Lords protecting me, that was it he never even waited for me to finish speaking he dropped the phone.

Everyday is a new lesson, I am becoming stronger and stronger in my journey with Christ. I thank you the Lord for changing my life, I thank you Lord Jesus for your mercy, I thank you for your faithfulness, Love. I love you Lord Jesus.