In 1992, I began to get extremely stressed from my job and marriage. I was a Regional Manager for a high tech electronic company with lots of people to manage and offices to run for profit. I began to be anxious about everything especially death. The anxiety grew larger and larger until it began to consume my life. I felt like each day I was going to die. When the sun went down the anxiety intensified. I was divorced in 1993 and this was the final blow in my life. I was out of control drinking and not looking to God for help. In 1995, I met this wonderful woman Sharon and we were shortly married. Sharon recognized my ailment a was a tremendous help. We got back in Church and the anxiety was in check but not gone. The fear of death was still there.
In 2000, I had a pulmonary embolism and was near death. While in the emergency room a peace so overwhelming came upon me after I prayed to the Lord (3) times, "Thou You Slay Me, I Will Serve You". After God's peace fell upon me, I was given a vision by the Lord.
My vision was, I looked to my right side and there was Jesus. We were in a valley looking up a mountain that had caves carved into the mountain side. In the caves were people that had different color screens like thin plastic cover there face. I asked Jesus tell me what this means. Jesus softly spoke, you see the blue one, they have a fear of not being loved. The green one is a fear of not being successful. The yellow one is a fear of people. The red one is you, the fear of death. I said they are the in prison. He said yes, but where are the bars, where are the guards. Jusus said they can come out any time. I asked him why don't they. come out? His reply was because the don;t have FAITH.
At that point, I asked Jesus for faith and I flew out of my prison, never to be back in there again. I was emotionally healed. Praise to the Lamb.
Sometime anxiety tries to creep back in
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