I was baptised a Catholic although as a teenager I wasn’t interested in religion but as a child I had many dreams which were to end up being prophetic messages for my future although at the time they were just dreams, it’s taken me 36 yrs to see the light and hear the truth despite my many supernatural experiences along the way. I tried to see logic in everything and I guess it kept me in bondage for some time. I will write about the experiences that have impacted me the most as there have been too many. Pride was a huge issue for me, it kept me a slave for so long, afraid of what others would think in regards to my experiences fearing others opinions of me as being mentally ill. I didn’t have Christian friends at the time everyone I hung out with back then were non believers.
When I was about 21 years I was working and would catch a bus to work and back as I didn’t have a car yet. One afternoon getting off the bus returning home from work as I was slowly approaching my families home I could see a black shiny object on the front lawn. When I got the the house I went right up to it and saw it was half a 45 rpm record, before picking it up I thought it could of been one of my own that my either of my siblings could have destroyed for some reason. I picked it up and looked at the song title and realised it wasn’t one of mine, a cold chill came across my body and I dropped it feeling spooked out for a few minutes, my instictive feelings told me there was something sinister to this record. Then I brushed off these feelings, feeling stupid that such a thought even crossed my mind and I picked up the record took it inside and told my mother who immediately told me to dispose of it. She herself was spooked out being quite superstitious and believed it too be witch craft. I refused to believe this because I didn’t want too. It made perfect sense to her as she believed it was all about jealousy (prior to this I was a successful music theatre star touring internationally and was making inroads into establishing a recording career.)
Anyway not too long after this a lot of bad luck happened and bizarre things were happening in the house. But before this all started to occur I never really took the situation (record discovery) seriously nor and gave the occurrence a second thought. During the time of hell that came about after this I refused to see the bigger picture for a long time.
It started with one night awaking from a sleep and seeing the room light up, red as hell and seeing silhouettes of people walking past my bed and out through the bedroom wall going outside the house. I was in terror the first time and then it became an every night occurence which would send me hiding under my covers every night. During the day time I would see sparks in rooms and it’s movement. I realized it was spiritual entities in the house although I was unable to see them but I could make out there height and could make out where they walked by the wooshing that followed. Heaps of weird things happened over time, seeing indentations on sofa as though someone had sat down, and then as though they got up, feelings of cold breezes, curtains raising and falling without windows open. I told my mother and she called the priest to come and bless the house but nothing changed. I convinced myself I was hallucinating and losing my mind. Tragedy struck my brother, he was bashed by some thugs and left almost for dead. After his hospital stay he came home and whatever was attacking me began to attack him but sadly for him he went down the psychiatric road after initially being diagnosed with some inflammation to the brain to eventually being a diagnosed schitzophrenic. I on the other hand saw the path my folks were going with my brother, kept myself closed off too talking about my continuing experiences. Mum thought the Priest got rid of the entities, but nothing could have been further from the truth. A few months later I was also drugged and raped at a birthday party whilst I was unconscious, after having a couple of drinks I was beginning to pass out and the hosts mother put me to sleep in one of the bedrooms in an attempt to sleep it off (she’s thinking I’m grossly drunk) but it was the worst think ever as I became a victim of rape. This only added to the spiritual warfare I was experiencing only now I was feeling as though my body was being touched as I lie in my bed at night and the crippling nightmares began along with out of body experiences. It was a huge ordeal with police and statements, court and finally an aquittal for the offender. This whole experience I kept a secret from my family and only a close friend knew about it. I can’t even begin to describe the anguish and suffering I endured over those months and the life long legacy it left me with.
Then oneday in desperation I rang a christian healer who was recommended to me and made an appointment for him to come to my folks place whilst they were out, they were Catholics and opposed other beliefs.
He came with his wife and when I answered the door she had an full on anxiety attack and he had to help regain herself whilst I looked on. They both went back too his car where she stayed and he returned to tell me she is extremely sensitive and felt a suffocating presence of spirits in the house the moment I opened the door. Fortunately he was able to come in and talk to me despite this as she waited in the car.
He sat down on the sofa and asked me what was happening in my life and I told him everything, it was such a burden of my shoulders, I felt a sense of freedom. As he chatted with me I saw an apparition appear in full form behind his right shoulder. This was the first and only time I have ever since a spirit in totality that wasn’t a vision (something seen in the mind’s eye) as I did that afternoon. The healer saw my face, I had gone into a shock and couldn’t speak and he asked me if I was seeing anything and I nodded my head. Then he said "You may be seeing my guardian angel and then he described him to me, and I couldn’t believe what I had heard. His description matched what I saw, then he went on to tell me he had never seen him himself but a few other people have seen him around him and thats how he knew how to describe him.
Despite my experiences (too many too name here) I would still rationalize everything. I was either hallucinating, mentally unstable etc.
This one knocked me for a six, but it didn’t stop me to eventually try to see logic with it as well. I remember for some time I believed that I had a heightened perception and was reading a memory of this man’s as a consequence I saw it in a visual manner. The ridiculous thing about this belief was I never once thought that someone had to have seen this apparition first to be able to recount it’s image to the healer which blew my theory out of water (they had no memory to read basically if they were the first too see).
The apparition disappeared and we spoke about it for a bit and he wanted to pray for me, which he did by placing his hands on me and about a minute into prayer I felt the most intense heat travel through my hand (he was holding my hand) and shoot through my body. I was definitely not expecting anything like this to occur, he did mention I may feel some tingling or sense of peace etc
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