I'd been on a very light food fast: juice, wheat bread, perhaps some fruit... it was not bread and water or a nothing fast. I learned He honors what we honor and I didn't feel like just bread and water; if you know what I mean.

SoOoo no meat, nothing sugary, no wine, etc. The goal was for three days which I did with joy. But nothing happened. I didn't feel any different like I had at other times where there were almost plateus of enlightenment, joys, etc. I was confused but knowING Him, maybe I had to do something!?

Last day and I finished my fast. I was walking down the corridor to the linen closet and I paused before I opened it, frustrated. *Lord I'm holding you to your word. What's up?* and said "What's up Lord?" This was voluntary, "I just did it to be closer to you, won't you honor that?" "I know you and I know us so what gives?" "This isn't you." That was all I said.

As soon as I touched the handle of the door I stopped and *IT* happened!

The only way I can describe it, is like somebody put a hole in my heart the way you'd stuff a torpedo into it's space but this one was about the diameter of a pencil and out of this portal came pouring out, in a concentrated form - holiness, grace, love, sweetness, joy, peace, strength and a rainbow of mercies He lavished upon me. It was like a thick caramel river from heaven that even sugar couldn't touch. IT was AWESOME< HOLY< AMAZING GRaCE<