Dear brother,

Sorry to hear about the troubles and I have prayed for you now. See if you can find anything on my site about breaking curses that you can implement and come into God's blessings.

It sounds like you are a very gifted person and you are precious to God. So don't give the devil any openings to spoil the beautiful things God wants to build in your life.

Try fasting and asking the Spirit of God to show you what you need to confess and renounce from the past or from your ancestors activities, so you can be blessed.

God says his yoke is easy and his burden light, so something is on you which is not from God. Please read Deuteronomy 30.