Dear Han,

Thanks for sharing your experiences. I really appreciate your honesty. The difference between before and now is that you are really engaging in a quest to please God. So all demons that have been comfortable until now are stirring into action. Before they could take it easy.

Its great that your wife is praying too. I think you are going to get some marvellous victories. And because God is speaking to your conscience, I would say that is a sign that God is really at work in your life. Excellent.

Don't give up, speak the Word of God and command the devil to take his hand off your life. Seek also to find ways to please your wife. Maybe spend half a day doing something nice for your wife on the weekend, and just fast 1 and a half days a week. I think that would please God more.

I believe your relationship with your wife will get better. It sounds like you have a really good wife, a godly wife actually. So don't be discouraged. You are heading for a victory.

The fact that you endured a day of hell willingly through fasting means that God is building into you great qualities of endurance and leadership. So don't give up.