Yes......I really want help I don't know what to do. A couple months ago back in Late Jan.to Feb. I got really sick for the first time and I've paid for it dearly. Because I went on medical leave from my job and didn't do something precedural they told me to pack my stuff. I really went numb as my senses because I've been with this company for a long time. While I was looking for work I found something right away so I thought it would work out.........unfortunatley they let me go to. I don't know what to do about that. My life is falling apart and I have blamed Jesus because no one is doing anything to help me. Your right I don't belong any church so far because they all felt like social clubs. Which is the right one? You see my situation is different....where do I belong or who do I cling to because others have race or friends I don't have either. I live in the US in Texas about Dallas area. Do you know anybody that could be a mentor to me because I need one. I just hope I'm strong enough because it is becoming unbearable and I need something.