Paul your circumstances right now may be bad, but I want you to know what the Bible says. It says that "God is not willing that any should perish, but wants everyone to come to the knowledge of the truth". I guess "everyone" includes you Paul.

God has a good plan for your life. We live in a messed up demon infested world because of the disobedience we have shown towards a loving God. I know life can hurt really bad but eternal death is much worse. So don't go that way.

If Jesus cared enough to suffer and die in your place then I believe he definitely wants you to receive forgiveness and new hope and new life. He is offering it to you, if only you could see it.

Just admit that God deserves to be Lord, that you need a Savior, and call upon Jesus for a new life. He will receive you. He will give you time to learn and understand his ways. And God the Father will adopt you into His family and take care of you in a special way since you don't have natural parents from what I understand of your posting.

The information on this site could help you to make a start towards God.

Folks, lets pray for Paul that Paul would really know the truth of God's love and plan for his life.

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