Thank you Michael. You see i have been sorta searching for what i am supposed to do. I have time but i feel it has been pressing on me more and more that i must think and hurry. You see i am only 14 but i have much resposibility coming in my life. At the age of 13 i strayed away from God. My girlfriend and I practiced sexual relations and she is now pregnant. In August i will be a dad but i will have no child to raise. My parents are working in the military and our family is moving away from my current home, Ohio, to Colorado. I will be there until i graduate. I wish i could stay and raise my baby and keep my relationship with my girlfriend strong but i am forced to move. AT first i did not see the reason God would not want me with her, but it is now i see that i am to stop from sinning with her. I am being sent to colorado away from my baby but i think its meant to be a place where i will explore God's truths and grow deeper and closer to him. You see i am not one to search for power, but i never knew if when in the bible Jesus said, "With the faith of a mustard seed you may move a mountain." I did not know whether the actual moving was physicall as in picking up a mountain or if it was speaking as in a mountain being a non-believing person and you moving(Changing his mind) into believing in God, but now i know that it is what you believe and throught God i will gain whatever powers he wants me to have to bring others to him. I will bring my faith to the world... I will start with my girlfriend who is catholic christian but does not go to church or believe in all the words of Jesus... I will persuade her that my moving away is meant to be and that things will work out through the spirit. It is a difficult subject with her because she does not show proper respect to me when addressing my faith. I am off to start reading the bible. I have not read the bible in so long that it is deeply sad. I will now read until i go to church. Thank you. I do not know why but i wouldn't mind you emailing me back a reply. I would like someone to discuss things with.