i was raised a roman catholic who is slowly converting to paganism...perhaps wicca, if you will but not necessarily a "witch" who casts spells.

how can i be sure that my "gods" are not deceiving me?

easy. the god and goddess, as well as the others are together, one entity. perhaps i am wrong in this.

and if, by chance, when i die i am faced with the Christian God who looks back on my life with me, asks me of my religious choice and what caused it, what do i expect? if God is merciful and understanding, he will understand that it wasn't to worship demons and satan.

i could also just be an ignorant 19 year old.