It ismy belief and understanding of the word of GOD that once you accept the Lord in your heart than that is a new beginning. You will need to repent of course because all man sin, also being save does not mean that your life will be easier..The devil wants you back so he taunts and nags at you trying to pull you back. He knows he has lost another soul to the creator and satan does not like that. That is why Christians are persecuted so much. You will go through trials and tribulations in life and you need Faith to guide you, Jesus went through alot worse that you could ever imagine. Also if you read the book of JOB you will find out how he went through trial after trial after trial...This is life, there will be suffering..Also GOD says to forgive. I know that is hard (Trust me it is hard) But if JESUS can forgive us for what we did to him and it was our sin that is why he died to save us. If he can forgive us that we can forgive anybody. He bore the weight of the world on his shoulder, we should be able to carry a few burdens..GOD BLESS YOU. If you disagree or have any questions you can email me at Caddy12_99_99@yahoo.com anytime. Thank You Johnny Crawford