thanks for this. i have had an issue for 14 years. i believe God heals. i have laid hands on the sick and seen them recover. i know 2 people who i prayed for be healed of full blown aids. but alas for myself i have waivered. i guess because its myself who needs ths physical healing. but this physical issue runs deep and messes me up emotionally. its debilitating to the point of depleting my self esteem and the general way i feel as a woman about myself. this has helped me because i recognise me in it and i have managed to identify mx 'errors'. this has given me insight into possible reasons for my not being healed. i am puzzled by how healing virtue can flow thru' mx hands but miss 'me' altogether. i shall incorporate what u have noted here. i shall of now expect my healing because i now know that it is Gods will that i be healed. No more spiritual laziness. From here on, I fight the good fight of faith...
Thankyou and God bless you!