I'm in a similar place in my life. I'd be a bit of hypocrite if I didn't tell the truth that I know God says don't fear, trust in me. But the sensation is often over whelming and each time I think I'm out of the woods, something else comes. Then I find myself right back where I started. But today i was reading the Gospel and found this passage that made me feel a little better.

1Peter 5:10
And the God of all grace, who called you to his eternal glory in Christ, after you have suffered a little while, will himself restore you and make you strong, firm and steadfast.

If not for verses like that once in a while I think I might just drop over some days. Now I will go pray for you.

Brian