LoL i have read the section 2x over alreadii haha and it is slowly giving me confidence to act in faith when receiving the Holy Spirit. I am still a little doutbfu. But this verse u mentioned

:: Luke 11:13, “If you then, being evil, know how to give good gifts to your children, how much more will your heavenly Father give the Holy Spirit to those who ask Him”. ::

I will certainly meditate on that till i have the faith needed to act in faith when i receive the Holy Spirit. I also read your section on "Prayers to Receive from God" that also has given light to my situation ! =D. LoL and i can say part of me not receiving this blessing could very well be due to my unforgiveness to some ppl. Last night i told the Lord God i forgave these people. Tonight i will begin to memorize n meditate on Luke 11:13 to build my faith to realise =D a promise He has made to me and He will fulfill it ^^.

LoL after reading the section on receiving the Holy Spirit in "Prayers to Receive from God" i got a lil worried about the bit where i should speak out syllables. Like lol D= wat do i say haha... i realli have this nagging thought that keeps telling me i'll look like a fool T.T lol. Can i actualli speak normal words instead of random syllables instead, for the Holy Spirit to manifest within me =D ? The fact that i have to mumble syllables scares me a bit LOL ><. I'm not a very confident person lol... i feel more inclined to have a Pastor pray for me aswell rather then i just asking for it myself... alot of this has to do with my lack of faith in this matter. Because i had asked my pastor back in Malaysia to pray for me that i may receive the Holy Spirit, but i didn't. LoL and, no, i know so and strongly believe it was not the pastors fault, it was my own because i didn't even try mumble anything out >< was too scary for me haha... >.> cause there were many other ppl around when i was gettin baptized lol. Since then even though it was my own fault that i didn't receive the Holy Spirit's empowerment.. i sumtimes still think perhaps the Lord is telling me i'm still not readii for it. But that just isn't right ! LoL the Lord wants to give me this great and wonderful gift !

I feel a little confused agian after typing that all out >.> kinda keep getting clouded and confused on this matter. I shall read again the section in "Prayers to Receive from God" to do with receiving the Holy Spirt, and i shall re-read the link u have offered me to read.

Thx Michael >=) ! Haha the contents u've authoured in this site is soooo veri veri useful XDD !!! God Bless ya.