I could not begin to tell you the things what the adversary have done to take my gaze from Christ. I do not believe that all things are happening for our best benefit. I did once, but I learned that the "it's all good" people are the biggest liars. I mean, if somebody come to me and say to me, hey I am evil, or they are cussing around or that, then I know to go. The people who will drag you from the Lord, are the "it's all good" people. I know, I was never so one, but I kept my silence with them, because this is very very deceptive, no? Believe me, when the adversary want to take your gaze, is when he is being very charming. Just remember that Christ warned us that every neighbor would speak peace with his lips but inwardly be ravenous. This is true, and I can tell you this is not any easy task. I cannot tell you myself how. Because I fail this task, I fail him. If somebody is very nice to me, I believe them.