Hi Michael,
Thanks for you testimony, I'm 41, single and attracted to men and have been involved with men.
Like your childhood mine was similar, hanging out with girls more than the guys, but yet wanting to be one of the guys.
Being called "fag" , "queer",.....from friends and even my own mother! That hurt the most. Pray that I would get back into the church, because the support and love helped out alot. I used to be involved in the church but my job for the past eight years requires me to work on Sundays, I know it sounds simple , just take Sundays off right? Well, that's my next step,pray that God will work through this as I ask for Sundays off. Also, please pray for me and this gay identity and lifestyle that deep in my heart I don't desire!!! Please send me any suggestions for help. God Bless you and your family.
Alfonse.