I am sick and tired of living in fear, worry and anxiety, especially as it pertains to expectations of financial failure, shame, humiliation and embarrassment. No matter how mant times I have been prayed over for delivereance from these and like tormenting spirits and no matter how much I pray for Jesus' strength to fight them, I just cannot seem to win this battle. At 49 years old, I have never known a day of real peace and real victory in Jesus in this battle. Fed up? Yes! Desperate and more as my life, in the natural has spiraled into misery, lack and anxiety. One would think that being saved and receiving the baptism of the Holy Spirit would have changed my life more than it has over the past 25 years. Sadly, it has not and I humbly submit to prayer and insight as to what I have failed to do.