Afraid I'm falling. PLEASE pray for me

I have tried for as long as I can remember to pray for my problem.I have gone to churc and felt like I could be changing. And I have read the bible and felt the hope that comes from God's word.Yet I cannot seem to overcome my biggest problem.It is hard for me to write and open myself up to other people so please just pray for me to endure anything and any time that the lord has given me to continue enduring. I don't know how long before I can feel a change but I gladly look forward to the day I am free. I do trust that the Lord will heal me but I fear I cannot endure the suffering as long as sin tempts me. So please pray for me that God will give me the strength to endure.
In my faith.
Amen.