Adversity

Hey guys I''m new to this site. I was a normal guy. I grew up in a christian home and when my parents got divorced started to encountering some problems, started drinking at fourteen, smoke pot at sixteen and I think we see where this is going. Im twenty two know an, Id finally crashed for the last time. My uncle and my father are christians. I had a bad trip to hell and back and I called them and said its time to change my life around, this is enough. Between the alcohol and drugs from playing junior hockey for three years it all caught up on me quick. These problems I encountered ruined relationships with a few girls I wish I could have back but the damage is too late. Im not making anymore excuses but its very hard staying sober and not using while I wait for teen challenge's call. I cant sleep, tonights night number three. Im officially giving up the gong show scene and well facing the biggest battle ahead of my life. Iv been very interested in this website, and I'll continue to be on here till I get the call. Just figured I'd share that with you guys.