Father Bring the Right Praying People to this Prayer Request

I am hesitant about posting my prayer needs on this website. But I really need the prayers of faithful Christians. A threefold chord is not easily broken therefore how effective are the prayers of a multitude of faith filled true Christians? My God is an awesome God, the creator of all. The Almighty, The One & Only True God, He is Holy, He is The God of Israel and He is my Father and I am His child blood bought and freed by Jesus. I give Him praise Honor and glory. Father I praise your Holy name and thank you for the many who are my brothers and sisters in Christ that will be praying for my needs. I come into agreement with my true Christian brothers and sisters in asking that meet my many prayer requests in Jesus Holy name amen.
Please overlook my many mistakes in typing and grammar. I pray God in Jesus name will make each one of them a blessing in your life.
Sadly, I smoke and I desperately want to quit. I have quit before but this time, I cannot at least not on my own. I have laid my cigarettes at the altar literally, but picked up another pack, a day later. I have asked for deliverance many times.
I was diagnosed with PTSD, it is better than it was. But I still find it intruding on me, anxiousness ( I do not like taking anxiety meds.and usually I will not), and irritability, edgy, my memory is horrible, it is very hard for me to concentrate. I startle easily loud noises etc can cause my temper to flair. I am also a single mother, of a handicapped child and a much younger child. I want Christ’s light to shine in me and before I can even profess Christ as my savior. I want others to be able to see it. I want to lead my children by example but right now I feel like I am failing. I cannot fail my children in leading them to Jesus or set a bad example of what a Christian is supposed to be. Because it is true we are only as holy as we are at home.
Pray for my children that they do the will of God and heed to Christ and come to know Him. Follow Him, without hesitation. My eldest should not be alive now but Christ heard and answered my prayer.
People often tell me I am brilliant and very intelligent and often I find this offensive. Sometimes I don’t. Truth of matter, I suppose I am but being too smart can be a stumbling block. Man always strives to understand and explain things. Example Darwin’s Theory, the Big Bang Theory, all the dead fish and birds. A person that is prideful of their knowledge will often put their intellect and understanding higher than the Almighty’s and that is completely void of intelligence. However, I am as smart as God made me. I love to research things but mainly History and lives the apostles. I love my Bible for it is truly the living word. It grows and if a person has not experienced what I mean then may God bless you in seeing that for yourself. However, much of the Bible is still shrouded in mystery. Pray God opens my eyes, heals my memory and restores my concentration. Heals me of the PTSD (hence the chemical rewiring of my brain according to my Dr.). God created my brain since He is its designer therefore He is the one to fix it.
I am in college and I am going to have to decide what field I am going into soon. I need His guidance there. I feel like I should be in a field that is in line with Him. For me to make this decision without His direction would be utterly foolish of me. Which brings me to another point I want to know what God wants me to do. I feel each one of God’s children has something to do in the body of Christ.
Then there is my Jesus, I feel like I neglect getting to know Him. I am always striving to get to know God. I want to know them both more much more. I want to know the Holy Spirit. Who or what I am without Them? Nothing. I want to hear their voices and recognize them immediately without doubt. I want to help others and lead them to Jesus, so that they may feel their hearts swell with the love and overwhelming joy, in knowing they are loved enough. That God sent His only Son whom He loved (if you have children think about how much love them) and was without sin, He was perfect but He willingly gave His life for them.
Pray God sends someone into my life who shares my enthusiasm for all things I learn concerning Christ & Crist and will help me grow as a Christian. I have found when I send someone something I have learned or have written concerning God. Most people who say they are Christians never respond. Not even preachers respond. Which makes me wonder if something is wrong with me and what I have discovered. I have one great friend who is a Christian but she suffers from bad health and depression. It is spiritual warfare no doubt. Keep the God fearing mother incapacitated with emotional demons; render her powerless in an essence. Because she has a son who has been called to preach the son feels the call but because of His past mistakes he has guilt and will waver in believing it is God calling him. He feels he is presuming it. I could help him as I know oh so well what guilt of your past can do to a person and how satan will fill a person full of his lies. Preventing them from forgiving their self and moving forward in God’s will. Guilt is cancer to the soul. I understand this because he is going through much of what I have gone through, in some situations exactly what I went through. By that I mean there was a time I was very close to God but because of marital trouble and separation. I pulled away from God and I felt then there was a call on my life. Things got really bad in my life and each time I refused to heed to God, the next time something happened in my life it would be worse. After I almost lost both my children, God spared my children. I surrendered. I would be afraid to turn from God now. My older brother was a preacher and he backslid, he felt drawn back to God and even prayed about it. He told me, he prayed,’ Lord I want to get back into your will, I want preach your word. Even if it means doing it flat on my back.’ He said when he was praying he felt God all around him. Sadly, he went back into the world. Two weeks later he was in an accident that left him paralyzed. My brother was indeed flat on his back the last years of his life. God did give us all free will but when He decides it is time for you to do His will and starts whispering it to your soul and a person runs from it. First of all there is no running from God. Where is there to run too? He has power we cannot even conceive of and everything belongs to Him. Bottom line God wants someone working in His fields, He will take a person to a place in their life where they have no one to rely on but Him. Nowhere to look but up with their eyes on Him. And it is painful. So please pray for this man and his mother. Pray he hears God loud and clear like he never has before so that he does not have to endure what others have.
I am still not sure what God wants me to do but I know He has something for me. Sometimes I feel like I am supposed to be teaching (church) and an Intercessor in prayer. I am not sure but this time I am not about to run. Unless it is after Him and I know I will never have to do that.
Thank you.

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  1. Just want to let you know that you have a lot here that hits close to home for me.

    At this time though it look’s to me that your about ready to Self Combust!

    Jesus Loves you so much – I know and believe (not that “Positive Believe” prattle but really believe) God is closer then you know.

    I will be praying and interceding on your behalf as I look over again your blog cause again, there is a lot here that I have been through myself. (smoking – anxiety and depression and just finding myself alone and trying to make everything fit together!)

    Here is some scripture to look up
    Philippians 4:6-7, Proverbs 3:5-6, Matt 6:31-33, Romans 8:24-25
    and…………………….
    As you read through this Psalm (23) slowly and methodically go step by step and ask 2 questions to each one. (this always helps me when I fear and doubt)

    Q-What does the Lord do?
    Q-What do you do?

    The LORD [is] my shepherd; I shall not want.

    He maketh me to lie down in green pastures: he leadeth me beside the still waters.

    He restoreth my soul: he leadeth me in the paths of righteousness for his name’s sake.

    Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil: for thou [art] with me; thy rod and thy staff they comfort me.

    Thou preparest a table before me in the presence of mine enemies: thou anointest my head with oil; my cup runneth over.

    Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life: and I will dwell in the house of the LORD for ever.

    —-POINT—–
    He leads YOU in paths of righteousness for HIS name’s sake.
    Jesus invested in you! He isn’t going to let you fail if your sincere! For His Sake!
    ———————–
    And be not conformed to this world: but be ye transformed by the renewing of your mind, that ye may prove what [is] that good, and acceptable, and perfect, will of God. (Romans 12:2)

    God Bless
    Huck

    • Lily -N-Valley says:

      Pray I not be ignorant of His will. Romans12:2 is a scripture that I had pop up lately. And has stuck out in my mind.

      • Huck Finn says:

        Hi

        Just wanted to let you know that someone out here is still praying.

        When I still read this, I am taken aback by how so much of what you were saying speaks to me.

        Your not just doing God “Lip Service”, and He notices. Isn’t it remarkable though how when you seek a person (a pastor for example) The Lord seems to shut the door? It’s happens to me as well.

        I very strongly believe it’s because your desire is so strong that God wants to be the only one to reach you? He hears your heart and it pleases Him.

        Yesterday I was thinking about Nebuchadnezzar request to all the wise men and prophets…

        “I had a dream but I cannot remember it, so you will give me the Dream and the Interpretation as well. Then I know It is from God and God alone…” (I am of course, paraphrasing from the Book of Daniel)

        Daniels reply….

        Daniel 2:21-23, 28 KJV – “(21) And he changeth the times and the seasons: he removeth kings, and setteth up kings: he giveth wisdom unto the wise, and knowledge to them that know understanding: (22) He revealeth the deep and secret things: he knoweth what [is] in the darkness, and the light dwelleth with him. (23) I thank thee, and praise thee, O thou God of my fathers, who hast given me wisdom and might, and hast made known unto me now what we desired of thee: for thou hast [now] made known unto us the king’s matter…. (28) But there is a God in heaven that revealeth secrets, and maketh known to the king Nebuchadnezzar what shall be in the latter days. Thy dream, and the visions of thy head upon thy bed, are these…”

        Nebuchadnezzar had a dream but the Lord knew that the King’s heartfelt desire was to go to the Direct Source… Hence eliminate all doubt as to where it (the meaning of the dream) came from..

        (Colossians 2:2-3 KJV) – “(2) That their hearts might be comforted, being knit together in love, and unto all riches of the full assurance of understanding, to the acknowledgment of the mystery of God, and of the Father, and of Christ; (3) In whom are hid all the treasures of wisdom and knowledge.”

        “treasures of wisdom and knowledge hidden in Christ…

        “…Hidden in Christ, not so they are buried away, but so we know where go to find them…” (Pastor Bob Hoekstra – Living in Christ Ministries)

        Blessings to you…
        huck

        • Lily -N-Valley says:

          I really appreciate and so needed this message tonight. I was really disappointed and hurt earlier. It was a back to back situations by two totally different people.
          But I cannot give up on God. He is the only hope I have. Sometimes it is a lonely walk . Even though I know I am never alone.
          I have not been this disappointed in a long time. I am really struggling in my classes now but I can’t focus on them.
          I really need all the prayers I can get.

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