Deborah

my testimony of spiritually escaping the Apostate Christian church. WARNING to other Christians, who believe their saved, may not be after all! All TV preachers are not saved and DO NOT have the spirit of truth with them! they preach a different gospel that sounds like the bible but is not. Their carnal mind mixed with holy scriptures. The bible says, that the carnal mind of man is an enemy of God. Therefore having such a mind gives Satan dominion to come as an angel of light to deceive man and his ways. I was in the Christian church for over 20 years. I believed in salvation was baptized in the spirit evidence of speaking in tongues and manifested the gifts of the spirit. I lived for studying the bible, no other doctrine. I lived for fellowship and prayer with other believers in the church and other outside Christian ministries. after 20 years of under the teachings of most preachers from TBN and my local church, friend’s church, and other Christian ministries I kept struggling with their way of preaching God’s word and something inside my spirit struggle with the spirit from baptism I received over 15 years ago. I prayed earnestly for the truth and then waited two years for an answer…..then one night of November 2009 started having nasty sexual thoughts that lasted many days. I couldn’t fight it out of my mind like I normally could. Finally couldn’t handle the situation anymore and bowed my head crying out to God ‘please God take this away!’. Then all of sudden the flesh of my head became warm, then warmer, then hot, then hotter, then piercing fire! then the thoughts immediately dissipated! Whew Thank you so much God. I was relieved, However, I still waited for the truth about what was going on with the preaching in the churches and the struggle of my spirit and the spirit I received from baptism in church. Well just weeks before Christmas 2009, My world came crashing down..
True God, the creator revealed to me by a dream of my dark spiritual condition and then separated my spirit from my body. Then my spirit went down slowly under the ground into complete darkness I woke up! I was spiritually rejected by my father in heaven! WHY??? then afterwards I found out the spirit from baptism were demons! For over 9 months I under went gruesome perseverance of physical (lost good job, friends, family, no outside normal life activities) and spiritual sufferings ( 5-10 times waking up from spiritual demonic attacks each night for 5 ½ months). Had I not sought God and have him touch my mind back in Nov 2009, I would never had made it through these events and found out the truth as to why my spirit was rejected even though I believed I was saved. I finally realized that the touch of God was the true baptism of the holy spirit (Nov 2009), who I refer to as the spirit of truth, who gave me the power to endure and stand on God’s word only through these events! No matter what. I still believed in the father’s love and he was teaching me the truth. Now I went through some very difficult challenges as you read, but the meaning of this is that true Jesus has shown me that the Christian church as been desecrated just like my temple full of demons from the these tv preachers and other local pastors as well. Receiving there teachings was damning my soul and true God could not dwell, but I sought him out every direction thru prayer of other believers, etc.. He drew me to him for answers. I searched desperately. I contacted online a prayer cloth ministry and requested for many prayer cloths that each were anointed with oil from the holy land Israel and then prayed over.These worked and helped keep me from other demonic spirits outside that were trying to get inside! then I began seeking deliverance ministries (one of them was Bob Larsen) in the area of my city to walk in person for exorcism. What was I thinking??? I was desperate and wanted these demons out and the rest to go back where they belong! Other deliverance ministries never called back. I think they were afraid of my case, because it was so severe. When that didn’t work I went back online. Only found one deliverance ministry faithful the remaining were not under the power of the true spirit of God. But before I found them I was putting prayer request on every Christian network I could fine! I contacted over 250 web sites. I received over 300 emails of so called Christians praying for me, sending prayer formulas, encouraging me, and some said I was crazy that Christians don’t have demons! Well all this search took one month and every night I went to sleep I was under demonic attack but when these so- called Christians were praying for me, it was revealed in the spirit realm hundreds of them were praying to Satan, who looked like a bright light like a Jesus figure, but their prayers went directly to Satan in disguise and he kept me in his darkness. Then another night it was revealed to me there were a few real Christians that would pray to real Jesus to send his angels to fight the demons around me to get me out of darkness, but soon theses real Christians stopped praying because the battle was to tough. Then another night which was the last deliverance ministry I found to be faithful were the handful of real Christians, who not only prayed to real Jesus but prayed unceasingly and that’s when Almighty God intervene and sent his holy spirit (spirit of truth) to rescue me out of darkness. Please read scriptures as Jesus tells Nicodemus about being born again.John 3:1-8

3:1 There was a man of the Pharisees, named Nicodemus, a ruler of the Jews: 3:2 The same came to Jesus by night, and said unto him, Rabbi, we know that thou art a teacher come from God: for no man can do these miracles that thou doest, except God be with him.

3:3 Jesus answered and said unto him, Verily, verily, I say unto thee, Except a man be born again, he cannot see the kingdom of God.

3:4 Nicodemus saith unto him, How can a man be born when he is old? can he enter the second time into his mother’s womb, and be born? 3:5 Jesus answered, Verily, verily, I say unto thee, Except a man be born of water and of the Spirit, he cannot enter into the kingdom of God.

3:6 That which is born of the flesh is flesh; and that which is born of the Spirit is spirit.

3:7 Marvel not that I said unto thee, Ye must be born again.

3:8 The wind bloweth where it listeth, and thou hearest the sound thereof, but canst not tell whence it cometh, and whither it goeth: so is every one that is born of the Spirit.

When I contacted this deliverance ministry it only took a few days for my deliverance, I went to sleep one night and all of sudden my spirit woke up but my body was a sleep and then he (spirit of truth) came and took my spirit to a place high under the shadow and dipped me. I did not see a thing. I heard a baby cry. THAT’S ME I just became born!!!!then the spirit of truth took me back. I woke up June 23 2010 8:24am! Then a couple nights more this time I was a wake and it felt like warm liquid poured on the top of my head. I thought okay??? What does this mean, well when I went to sleep and in the spirit these demons fled! The Anointing!!!!! That’s what it means. I woke up shocked. I just experience the true Anointing of God. Remember all that I did to search?? Finding a few real Christians as a group, who prayed unceasingly is rare! But my search paid off because when these demons left that night I was very glad I was free and my spirit became light and my body started to look healthy! Now a month later they came around to try and come back but they couldn’t get in me. I hope they never will as I keep my mind focus on the true God in his word, prayer, and spirit of truth. I still ask for prayer from this ministry and keep in contact always. For now I’m sending my testimony to as many Christian web sites to warn the church as apostate- many false teachers under Satan’s deception to deceive many into eternal darkness. Here is what you must do, pray everyday whether in your mind, heart, or verbally and ask God the father for the real truth of your spiritual condition. Be sincere and wait for his response. He will let you know if you mean it. Just trust him and stay in his word. Throw out all created materials of any Christian ministry. You should only have the holy bible KJV. I had to throw everything in the garbage can. Call popular ministries to get my name taken off their mailing list and so on! I had to come out from the Christian church, because I was strictly warned to the fulfillment of Rev. 17 & 18. that she (corporate worldwide Christian churches)and her preachers, who are not born of God and have touched the holy scriptures by their own authority and have defiled the temple of God with abominations and all filthiness will go into judgement now. So I have been warned to come out of her and not to return. If I stay in the Christian church then I will part take of her judgement! I am warning all Christians to get out NOW and seek the truth in prayer to the Father for your spiritual condition to be right with him and to receive the spirit of truth. I will tell you all! I do not ever want to go back again!!! Remember lot’s wife! Remember Noah, who was warn of God!!!!!

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  1. Hi Deborah, thanks for warning us about some christian churches but if we don’t go to church, what about the tithes and offerings we are supposed to give to further preach the gospel of the LORD? I understand that you did not have a good experience with certain christian churches and preachers but that does not mean that they are all are bad. JESUS wants fellowship so that we can praise him together. GOD bless you!

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