First off had I known how easy it would have been to receive deliverance from Bi-polar manic depression I would have commanded the devils to leave long ago.

I became a Christian in 1986.

In 1982 I prayed to the cosmos through a stupid book on how to learn ESP, extra sensory perception. Two evil spirits entered me way back then. Praying to something else and not God gave them the right to enter.

Simply becoming a Christian four years later did not permanently remove those Demons.

I always wondered if I was destined to be abused. My earliest memory of abuse although at that time I genuinely believed that Paul loved me. He was my sister’s boyfriend and he taught me how to kiss. I was 5 years old and I knew how to french kiss. When I look back I wonder what was it about me that made men want to abuse me, did I have the face, the body or the personality. I don’t think I’ll ever know the answer to that question, but I do know that it was never ever part of God’s plan for my life.