Keep falling on the Road to Christ

I deeply desire to discover God, having only recently discovered the road to Jesus.
However, I keep facing a trial of commitment and and always fall. I read the bible for a month and praying for a month or so, then I awake with a deep seated, subconscious reluctance to come to the bible or pray. I do not know whether this is pride, rebellion, Satan, etc but it is difficult to overcome. I have to fight to overcome this relucatance and invariably fail. It almost feels like a physical barrier. It is most distressing.

Keep falling on the Road to Christ

I deeply desire to discover God, having only recently discovered the road to Jesus.
However, I keep facing a trial of commitment and and always fall. I read the bible for a month and praying for a month or so, then I awake with a deep seated, subconscious reluctance to come to the bible or pray. I do not know whether this is pride, rebellion, Satan, etc but it is difficult to overcome. I have to fight to overcome this relucatance and invariably fail. It almost feels like a physical barrier. It is most distressing.

 

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