Living life upside down

A year ago in January I quit smoking and havent smoked one until just recently. It’s as if the stress is getting to me and I cant find my way out. One part of me says “Just go to the Dr. get a pill and let it be done with.” But that will only numb the stress, tension and problems not cure them and I need a cure. Maybe I’m going through the change or maybe I’m just going crazy. I feel that I cant regain control sometimes. UGH It is SO frustrating!

Living life upside down

A year ago in January I quit smoking and havent smoked one until just recently. It’s as if the stress is getting to me and I cant find my way out. One part of me says “Just go to the Dr. get a pill and let it be done with.” But that will only numb the stress, tension and problems not cure them and I need a cure. Maybe I’m going through the change or maybe I’m just going crazy. I feel that I cant regain control sometimes. UGH It is SO frustrating!

I’m Scared To Be Happy

I have been doing A LOT of soul searching and looking at my life lately. It’s not that I wanted too or find it fun to pick myself apart, its that I’ve had too to save my marriage and try to move on. I was talking with a friend of mine and was telling her all my woes and she said, “Kim you are afraid to be happy!” I thought she was insane, but the more I thought about it the more I realized she was right!

The Beginning Part 2- Forgiveness

I dont even know where to begin. There is alot to digest in the comments on my other blog. I decided to start a new blog with the subtitle Forgiveness so that I could track my SLOW VERY SLOW but permanent assent into forgiveness.

Why Cant We All Just Get Along?

I know its satan I can see its satan, but why cant my husband and I just get along when we are alone? I married him and became wife and full time mom to two beautiful children who were then 3 and 6. I thought my “motherly instinct” would kick in 100%, but I found out there are some things that you have to just learn by trial and error. One of the kids (the oldest) has issues about the break up of his mom and dad and has witnessed the arguments and my husband telling his mom to leave.

The Battle’s Not Mine!

I have been so wrapped up in what can “I” do to make my marriage work that I have forgotten that the battle is NOT mine. The battle I’m fighting is in my head and against principalities that I cant see. The battle is not carnal, its spiritual. I “cant”do anything in the spiritual relm. But I know a man who can!

The Beginning

My marriage is better. I dont check up on him like I used too. I dont think he is seeing anyone else anymore. The thought crosses my mind, but I quickly rebuke it because he is bearing actual fruit showing that he has changed. I do still have to work 2 doors down from her […]

Hello from Mississippi

I was raised in church my whole life. I could get out of going to school before I got out of going to church! I knew all the songs and the top 10 during song service I didnt even need a song book to sing! I won all the bible drill games and was the […]

My marriage is being attacked

I have been married almost 2 years. My husband has never really went to church until we met and he started going with me. He and I both slacked off about 6 months back and I became depressed, sad and lonely and made a new friend. Little did I know she was his “first love”. […]

 

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